Wat wish dat has come true... Itz juz like a mirage is d desert... I wished for a long relationship and a happy one.... but now.... itz like, I am trying to put everyting back together but i juz keep failing..... I still remembered last year, b4 i went into dis relationship, I had a vision, I nv wanted a short-term relationship, and for a person like me, I really need sumone hu i can share my feelings with and hu i can give a listening ear to... And last year, I knew i found her.... I really knew it'z her.... From the moment we met, I juz had a feeling for her..... And till now, dat feeling nv fade off.... I've alwayz loved her and gave her care.... U see, wen I am in a relationship with sumone, it means dat I will be truly commited to her and will always be loyal.... And to lose that relationship, is like failing all examz with the worst grades and losing ur self-confidence.... A relationship is important to me, and that sumone hu i am having the relationship with is important to me too... Well, I may be bz at times, but i'll alwayz try to find time for my partner cuz she'z important... I really take extra care of other pple's feelings cuz trust is very important in a relationship... When a problem arise, juz talk it out and try to sort it out, it may be painful and difficult, but like the saying goes "there muz always be difficult times and after dat u get rewarded with good times" nv giving up is very important as well... I see nowadays, many of my frenz have broken up with their partners, and look at dem, dey go to school looking down and nv cared abt studies and juz noe how 2 sleep... I can't afford to be like dat... But if fate wants dis relationship to end, I've always looked on d opposite side, and if it still can't be helped with another chance...I guess i muz say dat in a book, every start there muz be an end....... And so I say, if i were to lose this relationship.... I guess frenz carry no meaning at all.... i'll juz live life with no good frenz as itz difficult to get good frenz..... And i'll prefer to be alone rather than being with anybody....

Well, anywayz, i dun tink there's much to write.... haiz.... 9hours and 10 mins left..... I dunno wat will her answer be..... I'll juz end of with a sentence I made up afew mins ealier.... "Whats the use of being good wen you're surrounded with bad people, Whats the use of caring for others wen ur not cared by others, Whats the use of being happy wen the people around you are sad.....Juz remember, it takes just ONE to change everyting"

With dat, tankz for reading my blog, hope 2 see u guyz around, take care...... bybyez..

MegaHurtz...