14th July... yeaz, u guessed it... hate dis dat manz... juz sux.... unlike every other day, dis day sucked d most... d most saddest, I juz feel like breaking down.... I dunno wat I'm feeling on dis day of mine.... Happy? wy? no one remembers.... Sad? watz d point.. no one can see anywayz... so i dunno wat i'm gonna do to myself... cuz i've lived or should i say, survived 16 solid years oleady.... but dis year is d worse.... darn, N levels, O level maths.... n i haven't started studying... Pple tell me i need no one but myself, but I seriously need sumone... Usually d person hu help pple alot, needs alot more help from others.... haiz.... pple say dat sumone will come, but until wen, hu will fix dis heart of mine... hu'll be there for me wen i really need sumone... i've been tired waiting oleady... juz, haiz... anywayz, gd luck to urself Fiq.... remember dis day onwards, till i dis day come again next year, 14th July Tantrumz....... Peace to all, none 2 me....