Dear Bloggie...

Basically I have loads to write ar...
Budden, come to think of it, the volume of my writings will be depending on my mood..
Therefore, I wun write so much...Haiz...
School...
Singapore Poly....
1B24....
Class Leader...

And soon to come, CCAs...
I can't believe dat for once I'm hoping I dun get into the band...
I admit, my life is all abt music and stuff...
But please, gimme a break...
I have other abilities too...
And most of it are in sports...
And being class leader, itz not easy...
Especially wen u have classmates looking down on ur abilities...
Seriously, I'm nv backing down in any way, but if i have to, i will..
Come to think of it, it aint an option...
But hey, I've got a duty to perform, might as well perform it well...
I can take criticisms, definately I can...
But wat i can't stand are criticisms which aren't supported with ways to improve...
Some, or should i say, many pple have their own points of views...
But sadly, most of d time we're too engrossed with wat we feel is right and ignore other suggestions...
It can't be blamed, as we are all humans...
I too sumtimes behave in such manner...
Itz understandable...
But wen sumone gets too arrogant wat more ignorant...
Datz wen I'll just shut my trap and let dem be...
A battle is not won by fighting, but by resisting the urge to fight back...
If u read it carefully, it does means sumting...
Datz wat i will do, dun take it dat I have noting to say...
I'm just putting it as itz not worth saying..
So wen I suddenly become quiet or look uninterested wen i sense a potential of starting a fight, I'll just shut my trap....

Back to the CCA ting....
I signed up 1st for Archery...
Ming Hui(my classmate) also signed up for archery....
We both have d same kind of tinking...
Both of us have d ON personality...
And the reason for picking Archery is to get away from band...
BUT, it doesn't mean i don't like band anymore...
It is because I would prefer doing something new for the next three years...
But I signed up for band just in case i didn't get archery....
The 3rd and final cca i joined is SPARC....
I've forgotten wat the abbreviation means, but it has someting to do with SC work...
And since I was in the SC, I pretty much noe wat and how tings go...
They told me that out of everyone hu has signed up for it, onli 30 will be picked...
But of course, to pick these 30 students, dey have to go thru interview...
During this interview, I will talk abt my experience being in SC...
How I've gone to leadership camps and all....
So yea....

I am the class leader, so most of the work i will do...
Which mostly no one will noe abt...
I'm looking back on myself....
Is this CL ting really for me?
Wat if i did something wrong....
Will the class hate me?
I'll be expecting one big mouth to just blame me and keep on picking on me....
How am i suppose to survive in this class manz....
Sometimes I feel being 1 year older den most of my classmates makes a huge difference...
Or maybe dey just will nv grow up....
Wen will sum pple just stop cursing and swearing at every single ting?
Looking at how things go, the answer will be nv...
A lil bit here and there i might not mind so much....
But cursing swearing and scolding practically almost everyting, is impractical...
But like I said earlier on, no point arguing...

Back to the topic on CCAs...
Archery training is like every saturdays AND Sundays...
Saturdays fromo 9am to 5pm and sundays from 1pm to 5pm....
D person told me dat dey will just teach us how to shoot properly...
The physical part we can do on our own....
So yea... I will sure do the physical part....
Maybe I'm bullied in class just cause i'm thin...
Lucky for me i'm used to pple insulting me abt my weight...
So it aint an issue...
Or maybe coz i'm inferior...
Argh watever la...
I just wanna have fun, get good grades, get those two diplomas and go NS...
That will be the aim for three years...
Hopefully the CCAs and workload will make me forget abt time....
Yupz...
Hope so...

Oh yar, I learned new subjects, mainly PEEE, Eng Maths, DE, CRS, IDEA and Project....
I got loads of lecturers, which makes it kinda hard to remember all...
For PEEE I have 3 lecturers, mainly for Lecture, Tutorial and Practical...
Eng Maths also got two, Lecture and Tutorial....
DE if I'm not wrong got 2 also...
And the rest have one each...
To sum it all up, I have 10 lecturers.....
Itz like looking at different lecturers everyday...
For the whole week wen we meet a new lecturer, we have to intro to each other in d class...
It was ok the 1st few times, but nearing the end I got kinda bored...
It was a good way not to start the tutorials tho...

Ok now, for checklist on wat I'm supposed to do for the class...
1)Buy 21 sets of three bounded copy notes which cost 6 bucks for three bounded notes.
2)Photocopy Class Timetable and class list and also the Toolset package list...
3)Get all the books ready by next week or the lecturers will kill me..
4)Get a blank CD-R and burn the CADD program on it to circulate around the class..
5)Try to mix around with more pple and encourage enthusiasm and participation...

So I guess thats all for now...
I've written quite alot compared to d past few entries...
So take carez and bybyez!!! =D

Zupz zupZ!