Dear Bloggie...

What's my existence worth in this world....

Questions start filling in my mind like water flowing a tap
I've never understood the meaning of life even when it's put down on a map
There's alot of things which happend to me, most of them turned out to be crap
So why am I alive now, just to fill in the gap?

I was smacked in the face with a news that I was not to be borned
But somehow I'm grateful that I was the chosen one out of all the rest that were torned
Still I never fail to wonder why some horses have horns
Unicorns, real or just a fictatious character made for saving afew yawns

In afew days time a grand celebration will take place
One that happens once a year that doesn't need a face
It's a time where we get together to forget all disgrace
And in one voice we finally finished the long race

I will be wearing grey on that eventful day
Not much of a favourite colour, I might say
But everything has it's first time in it's way
So I'll be looking forward to the reactions that doesn't include dismay

I admit I have done alot of bad deeds this year
And not many good deeds have turned into fear
I'm just a boy with a kind soul with a very painful rear
I just hope things would get any better

For those who I've blamed for things which I've done
I can't apologise profusely enough in hopes it would be undone
But all I could do is hope for the best for everyone
So we all can live in world filled with fun

My friends if I happen to be gone tommorow, would you be there for me
I'm not asking for much, not even sympathy
But could you stay by my side and set me free
Set me free from these boundage that's hurting me painfully...

Alas, thanks for reading my chaotic poem of unsorted thoughts
I wish to come again with fresh new ideas in my pots
Till then have a great holiday and don't ever forget
That things will never be the same when I'm not around...

Zupz Zupz!