Dear Bloggie...

Ok my posting times are gonna be damn random timings....Which include when I'm bored, distressed, bored, angry or sad or happy or mad...Anything that makes me wanna blog...So please do regularly report to ur pharmacist before it's too late, thank you.

I've realised that using headings made my blog look neater, but itz actually quite troublesome to do... So I shall post my entries like how i always do, which is in short
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Lets just see how it works ya...

OK OK.... So I exeggerated myself ALOT on the EMD lab test....
Luckily it was EASY...
My palms were practically sweaty before I entered the class...
And sitting on my desk was one piece of paper...
Read the front and back page, laughed my ass off, and started doing the theory questions..
There was onli TWO theory questions...
The rest was just practical stuff which was very easy, of cuz... =X

After EMD was ACS practical test...
Started off good, but ended off bad...
Totally forgot to study for some parts...
Was too worried abt EMD rather den ACS test...
But all in all, I think both papers are passable....

So that was monday....
And today's thursday...
Of which I had my DCS lab quiz...
The answers were practically served to us on a silver platter last 2 weeks...
Just that I couldn't remember what it was...
And caused me to have quite a bad time just now...
But again, i will say it's passable too...i hope...

Went to t14 to print some exam papers, but there isn't any cash to spare....
Instead went to FC3....
Ate 2 plain pratas and one prata with cheese and egg...
Made me damn full...
After lunch, went home and skipped ACS lecture...
My fren told me to concentrate on chapters 7 to 10 more...
Luckily or UNluckily I haven started my ACS revision yet....

So here's my exam time table...
1) DCS 21.1.08
2) EMD 23.1.08
3) ACS 24.1.08
4) Maths 25.1.08
5) S&I 30.1.08

I just don't get it...
I have 3 papers straight in a row...
And the last paper is like 5 friggin days away from d 4th....
Somehow I'm starting to hate the school even more...
But I guess that's life....

Have been going for NASband a couple of times too...
Once Mr Yeo was late cause he had something on...
And I conducted the band for The Incredibles...
It sounded ok to me, ok as in first try ok...
But upon further inspection, many pple got lost at their own parts...
There was once Ms Leong couldn't come, which Caiyan did the prep for P.O.P.
And when it came down to combine, I conducted seagate once through and Incredibles again...
I guess the problem with the band now would be not looking at the conductor...
Too glued to the music, they've got potential and they can play....
But a conductor would be useless if no one's watching him/her...
*I believe those student conductors noe wat i'm saying*
Oh yar, NASband has a blog now....
Itz called http://www.nasband.blogspot.com
Please do go and sign the guestbook... =]

Gosh I just have so many ideas to help d band improve...
But I somehow feel no one's taking me seriously?
Maybe it's just me...
Maybe i'm just too nice...
Maybe this maybe that...
Hell i even have a choice not to care abt dem too...
But i do...
But it often feels like i dun exist there, well datz because i DON'T....
Graduated/Stepped-down how many donkey years ago...
So why do i still feel loyal to this band...
I guess those memories that I had when I was in it...
Not wanting practice to end...
Keep asking for more and more and more...
Even though I was tired till I went home and slept till morning after band pracs...
But even though I was tired, I was happy...
The sad thing is, it felt like I had no senior back then...
And even if I did, we'd be arguing like cats and dogs and nv get along anyway...
So technically I was all alone...
The most important person left me alone...
I got transferred to tuba section where there wasn't anybody...
It's like I was meant to be alone all this while...

I could've just quit the band and live a pathetic life...
But I didn't...
Even though the closest to me left me, I stayed strong...
Even though I couldn't practice more on my Eupho, I endured...
Even though I was all alone with tears of silent screams, I moved on....
SO WHAT if I'm alone...
SO WHAT if everyone leaves me...
SO WHAT if I cry...
These are just processess of which has turned me into what I am now...
Now I can play two instruments quite fluently...
I learned the hardships of losing something yet gaining something else...
Looking back to those days...
I've accomplished many things which I never thought was possible...
Getting GOLD for two subsequent SYFs with TWO different instruments...
I know I've made a difference...
And I've even talked about how much I'd DIE to become a DM/BM...
Even that, I was just an advisor...
God if you can hear me, please make me strong, if not, stronger then I already am....
And if there's any chance, please let me go for NCO camp for band...
I know it's not possible, but I really really really would like to go for that camp...
I even begged the teacher in charge even though i was just a miserable advisor at that time...
I begged and pleaded, but he said no cause there's only places for two...
I bet many of my juniors now reading this would be like, it's just a camp...
Then let me tell you guys...
Have u ever had something you've been longing to have...
Some people might wish for a rich bf, or a PS3 or to find true love....
It's something that means so much to u but not other people...
Ever heard of, "One man's thrash is another man's treasure"?
If you've ever fought for something in your life that means so much to u before, u'd understand...
NASband is my life...
Playing my eupho & tuba is my life...

But I'm greatly disappointed and sad...
No matter how much the leaders have done...
The same blardy things still keeps happening...
Accessories goes missing, for example Metronomes...
Seniors PONNING band practice due to their selfishness...
Are we supposed like, tolerate all this crappy attitude?
And worse still, the sec 1s are coming in...
Haven't the teachers suffered enough nonsense from the band?
The worse is there's people who come and go for band like it's their problem...
Until when are we gonna function as A band...
Creme De La Creme...
Best of the Best...
A very outstanding vision set by our great leaders...
But no one's motivated...
U can tell by the look on their faces...
They practically have "i'm NOT motivated" written on their foreheads...
I mean COME ON ALREADY...
Isn't Mrs Chua's resignation a wake up call already?
If it is, Many of the pple are still SLEEPINGGGGGG....
And if anyone dares to ask why I care so much...
YOU better ask urself WHY THE HELL aren't YOU bothered!
And if I may add, the only complaints that should be coming out would be from the Majors...
NOT the members...
The MEMBERS adapt to their LEADERS, not the other way around!
My god we've become so freaking soft till the leaders feel so powerless...

This entry was written to show how blardy PISSED i blardy AM....
And to those pple with attitude, or would like to PON summore...
Just leave and don't ever come back...
We don't need half hearted members in the band...
And we got alot of events for the whole year...
I wish the next batch of leaders can be as good as d current ones...

Thanks for reading, goodbye.

Zupz Zupz!