I listen, well.
Hello all! =]
Been taking a break from blogging these few days...
And I realised there are people who still come...
Apologies for not updating and thank you for being loyal...=]
Let's jump straight into things...
School.
Been having LOADS of practical tests...
Of which I've screwed up many of them...
Can't seem to get my head straight...
But despite the screw ups, I've managed to keep my head clear for most of them...
And as for FYP, Daffodil's been barking me up like I haven't been doing anything...
And asking for other lecturers for help just doesn't help, as I got scolded for doing just that...
So now the fate of this project solely lies on me...
Daffodil is doing her best to get the report done, and I'm trying to research on ways to program stuff to work...
Further exploration of my school life could be reached by simply asking me about it on MSN or over the phone, thank you.
Band.
Heard about their results yesterday night from Ms Ong...
The band has gotten a Silver with 73 points...
Kinda reminds me about NBC as the results are quite near...
Much to my relief, the band isn't deproving....
But to my dismay, they aren't improving as well...
Which I'm questioning myself now, am I a big help or making things worse...
Maybe I'm just not cut out to teach, maybe I'm teaching the wrong things...
And maybe their lack in performance is my fault...
Maybe I should just stop helping and see how they progress without me...
Maybe Maybe Maybe Mabeline....
Friends.
An old acquaintance turned out to be a valueable gem...
Daron Na...
Most of the time we're usually on the same boat on most situation...
Very positive minded and is just a good hearted person...=]
Even though it's been only afew days, it's kinda amazing...
And another friend would be Dila...
I gotta say she's one interesting friend with a very interesting personality...
She lays out the good points in me when I needed them...
Makes me realise how good I am...
I'm not gonna list EVERYONE of my friends, sheesh...
So yea.
Deadlines & Exams(MST).
1/12/2008 - DSP mst paper 10.30am
3/12/2008 - CSS mst paper 8.30am
4/12/2008 - OS mst paper 10am
5/12/2008 - SOCOM mst paper 10.30am
17/12/2008 - MD concert, SPband
19/12/2008 - ENT appointment 10am
23/12/2008 - Medical Check-Up 10am
Last two weeks of December - NAS Orientation, Band.
Now that it's listed down, it's time to get to business.
Rant(s). =@
Ok, this is where I don't use my head while talking, if you can't take it please leave.
Now then...
I'll rant about expired things which I need to bring up...
NASband.
I thought the strongest reason why we should have more band prac would be SYF is drawing nearer...
Sub-strong reasons would be, the band isn't improving fast enough, from a band's point of view, 3 days not playing the instrument is counted disastrous...
Embrochure will collapse, lips will be too relaxed and air circulation will not be consistant...
After 3 days of not playing, this is what musicians would call "shit tone area"...
The brain will forget the formation of the lips, rhythms will get harder to process than before, pitching will be damn crappy...
Take it from me, I've experienced it over n over n over before, and it sucks.
But hey, if the band wants to take 10 steps back with the break...
I'm powerless, it's just my thoughts anyway, and any reason from a higher authority that the break is needed would be taken seriously...
We need to stop being lazy and start to learn sacrifice...
If I have the will to come back almost all the time, *on top of my freaking life*, I'm sure sacrificing some time for band shouldn't hurt...
All I'm saying is that, there's no I in TEAM...
WE must stop thinking so much about how things affect us individually...
WE must start thinking about others, giving and taking...
WE must show that we can work together as a cohesive unit...
NO MORE "I" this and "I" that...
NO MORE "I" got something on, "I" can't come for practice...
NO MORE "I" am better than everyone, "I" suck like shit...
If one person suck, WE all go down...
"The band is as strong as it's weakest player"
WE have to help those weaker than us so WE can progress together...
No point pointing fingers to who and who suck, in the end, the only person that suck is EVERYONE...
Ok I'm done ranting...
School tomorrow at 8am!
And it's time to grit my teeth to the books, woo yea, books...-.-
So, Good nightz and sweet dreamz everyone...
My life is such a bore...bore...bore...
*Everyone's problems are my problems, but my problems aren't anyone's but my own.*
Zupz Zupz!
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