And as the the moonlight reflects on these tears of mine...
Hello all! =]
Don't mind me, I'm just socially deprived and no one gives a damn...
Ah well...
I'm not emo-ing, it's called LONELY...
So yar...
And since this is my blog, I'll just crap around as much as I want, yay! =]
Piano(?) lessons.
Ok so during piano lessons today...
My cher let me play the violin!
Super fun!
Although the screeching sound was abit screechy, it had a natural VIBRATO to it...
Particularly cause my hand was too stiff and contributes to shaking...
I played D major scale!
It wasn't that difficult actually...
It wasn't that difficult actually...
But my back now feels kinda sore...
At first my cher wanted to teach, as in permanently...
But she denied it cause of some valid reason...
I wanna learn cello!!!!
But not easy to find a place that got teach also....HAIZ...
So in the end, didn't play piano, just learned the violin...
Holidays.
Holidays has been great...Amazing...pretty awesome...
Get to wake up late even though I'm awake at 8am already...
But the only thing is I get bored easily, REALLY bored...
And I don't have anything to do...
And no, I don't wish there was school...
Maybe I should take this opportunity to go out more...
Maybe ask people to go out with me, hmmmmm....
Watch movie? Maybe? O.o
But everyone's busy with this and that and this and that...
Don't even talk to me anymore...
Going on MSN nowadays is as good as putting a manakin infront of the comp...
Cause no one's really there...grah...
You know what sucks?
When you're there for everyone, and everyone's not there when you need them...
Is it too much to ask?
When I'm bored, I'll freak out, seriously...
It's a phobia of being alone...haiz...
No use shouting for help or talking to anyone...
I'm on my own now anyway...*sigh*
POEM TIME! =]
Poem~
As sweet as the youngest nectar in a flower,
The innocence of one's heart being devoured,
Losing all hope on what's left at this hour,
I've decided to take things a little slower,
Your smile illuminates my heart from deep within,
The warmth of your love makes me grin,
From an extinguished candle where it had been,
Now I see our distance becomes so thin,
I'm lost with no guidance,
Not a rod nor a stick to conduct a cadence,
Just a passion that burns,
In the deep dark night it happens,
Friends of few but friends of true,
Friends of many but none like you,
Many come and leave without a clue,
But you stay like an incurable flu.
End.
I so have no inspiration tonight...
Haiz...
Anyways...
Gd nitez and sweet dreamz all...
Take carez...
*We all have our own problems, but isn't my sacrifice worth noticing?*
Zupz Zupz!
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