and so the shit begins

Dear Bloggie...

Once a Viking, always a Viking.

Hello all! =]

I'm freakin lazy to blog nowadays manz...

Camp life has been damn depressing, freaking depressing, so so so much depressing...

So much till suicide actually became a logical explanation at some point, and also murder...

To those who have a good impression of me up till now, I would suggest you stop reading...

Cause it's just so...hard...

Even though it's been 6 weeks...

It feels like POP is so so so far away...

And last week has been tiring, frustrating, pissed-off-ing, half-right-ing, jumping jack-ing and the other shitty stuff...

I seriously can't believe there's actually human beings who are that inconsiderate...

I know I aint perfect or anything, but at least I contribute to the platoon, I don't SABOH everyone, I try my best always...

But there are people who just....wtf sia...

I seriously miss my Vikings...

Where everyone works as one, the strong help the weak, the whole platoon work together...

In this new platoon of mine...

Goodness...

Some of the people makes me wanna puke blood and really stab myself continously...

If you guys were to meet such people in your life, and your LIFE depends on it...

I'd suggest taking a knife and stab your heart non stop till you die...

Cause it would hurt much less having such people saving you...

Ok i sound like an evil ranter....-.-

I'm just having a bad day, can't I have one?!

gah...

no point continuing...

5 freakin more weeks to go...

till i can just fuck off...

and hope i can get medic...

ENDURE LA!

*I'm a nobody.*

...for now

Zupz Zupz!