but they lucky guy's not me...

Dear Bloggie...

As yet another chapter ends, a new chapter unfolds.

Hello all...

Kinda in a solemn mood now...

Don't know why, don't care why, I just wanna sing...

So MOC has finally come to an end...

There were ups and downs, mostly downs to be honest(refering to all the half-rights)...

I came, I learned, I knew....

And now I'm a medic officially...

I entered NS with one purpose and one purpose alone...

To get into Medic course and to be a medic...

A purpose based on putting my energy in helping people...

It's to my full knowledge that the job is a dangerous one...

Being frontline...

But if I can help someone so that their loved ones don't lose him/her, I'll risk my life for it...

I'm posted to Tampines Fire Station and will start working on Monday...

Alot of things ran through my mind...

Could be the cause of my sadness, but at the same time i'm happy...

I need emotional support, as much as I can...

And especially more when I eventually meet with a dead body or killed someone due to my lack of judgement...

but... I know I only have myself to count on...

Currently trying to prepare myself for bloody cases, amputated hands, spinal injuries...

Gosh...

Sorry guys...

I haven't been such a sunshine when I blog...

I know...

Something's bothering me, but I can't describe or know what it is...

Maybe I'm just scared.... scared of losing it all...

Tomorrow shall be a better day...

I want to be as honest as possible...

Be myself...

And if I'm lucky, I'll be happy...

Till the next time...

Take care guys...=]

*Give me the strength to face even the toughest diversities*

Zupz Zupz!