Oh what a dream I had, it felt so real I never wanna wake up from. She held my hand so tightly, never wanting to let go. But just like how the sun needs to set to let the moon reign over the skies, I woke up with tears. Tears not of despair, but of happiness. That at least I know there's a magical land where someone loves me truly, madly, deeply. I will never forget those gentle hands, those soft touch of her fingers. If only it wasn't a dream. I dreamed a dreamed which I know will never come true, a dream that existed to remind me of how harsh reality is. A dream that tells me there's always hope. Love. Oh the sweet sweet nectar of euphoria. But no. It cannot be. I'll never expect to be loved the same way I love. It will never be fair, LIFE is never fair. But Lord I've got needs of a lover, why do you burden me with such a wonderful gift that's empty? Why do you allow me to love yet not loved? What have I done to receive such a cruel blessing? I've been wronged five times of which you put me under the illusion of love when it was just merely the act of self pity and empathy. Why do you curse me with the power of compassion when it brings me pain and suffering? Don't. Don't even begin to answer that. You have no right. This is nothing but one of your tests. And I might question your ability as a teacher but DO NOT underestimate me as a learner! You may have won the battle but I shall promise you I WILL WIN THE WAR! I am but my own worst enemy and I am my own best friend. I will love again. Whether you like it or not. This is not the end. No. This is but a mere pit stop for me. For me to recuperate and gain back my strength. I will fight in the name of love and when I do, you will see that love will win. Cause the difference between try and triumph, is the UMPH!
I won't give up. No I won't.
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