Dear Myself,

Elloz once again.... Well, d past few days have been like, d most saddest days of my life. And I really dunno wy... The person I love have been different towards me lately, and, itz really hurting me alot... I wish i could noe wy she'z treating me dis way, it could be my fault too, cuz I haven't been contacting her often, and I wish she would still noe dat I still love her. I really hope we will nv be apart and will go on for a long time together... I juz need her support and understanding, which I have been giving her. I am not trying to make a complain, but I juz hope she could realise how I feel. I know she could be angry with me wen she'z reading dis, and I noe datz cuz she cares abt me... Nurhayati, plz, try to understand wat i am telling u, so dat our love will nv die.... I still feel we can go dat long way of 10 years, but it muz have commitment, time, and the love of u and me...

With dat, I juz would like to wish u a happy 11th months Anniversary, Yati, I love u.....