Dear Bloggie....

Ahhhhh, itz like 11+ eve of Hari Raya Aidilfitri.... Hahakz....
Wy am I not in bed yet????? Hahakz, Coz I waiting for herrrr....
Heez... Yeapz... I haven't been updating much for d past 2-3 days...
Coz I've been kinda bz now... I mean, was la.. Clean house and all...
Phew manz, Tiring... But it pays off I gez... Ahakz....
I gonna wear BLUEEEEEEE... not juz any blue...
I gonna wear Light Blue... From my sis's wedding one...
Yeapz.... Yay!!! Can't wait for tml manz.... Gonna be damn fun....
Wooootz! hehez.... Yeaz.... okok... I gonna Say my apologies in malay now....

Assalamualikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh......
Apa Khabar semua? Baik? Hahakz, Fiqz baik di sini....
Fiqz nak minta maaf.... Bukan sembarang minta maaf....
Minta Maaf dgn ikhlas... Kalau Fiqz tersalah ckp ker....
Tersinggung perasan... Terkentot salah tempat.....(i am very guilty for dat :P)
Kalau Fiq ada merajok ke... Kalau fiq marah tak tentuhara....
Fiq betol2 minta maaf... Fiq tak sengaje.....
Fiq tau fiq telah tersinggung perasan ramai kawan fiq.....
Fiq Kesal atas perbuatan fiq... Dan fiq nak insaf....
Berikan la Fiq Peluang lagi......
Insya Allah Fiq tak akan Menyakiti hati lagi....
Fiq Nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya kepada kawan-kawan fiq semua....
Dan kepada yg Fiq sayang.....
Fiq Harap awak boleh kasi fiq peluang lagi.....
Fiq perlukan mu... Fiq sepi tanpamu... Fiq rindu tanpa mu.......
Fiq masih ada cinta yg membara lagi kuat.....
Fiq tak bilang u kerana Fiq takut u lom sedia untuk bersama fiq...
Tapi kalau u sudah sedia, tolonglah bilang fiq.....
=D Okaiyz.... Fiq tak nak ckp terlalu banyak...
Nanti si ciner yg membace tak paham naik bingit.....
Dengan itu, selamat berhari raya, jgn luper ajak fiq gi jalan raye tau...
Hehe... Kuih raye MESTI nak kena try! =D Hehe....
Oh yar, kalau nak dtg rumah fiq, Call fiq dulu kz? =D
Terima Kasih.... Dengan Itu fiq nak abizkan post ini dgn surah Qadr.....

Bismillah...
Ina Anzalna Hu Fi Lailatil Qadr...
Wa Ma Adraw Ka Ma Lailatul Qadr...
Lailatul Qadri Khairum Min Alfishahr..
Tanazalul Malaa Ikatu Waruhu Feeha Bi Izni Robihim Ming Kulli Amr...
Salaa Mun Hiya Hat'ta Mat'la Eil Fajr....
Amin....

OK now... English version... Ahakz....
Lax lax.... U heard d song Accidentally In Love by d Counting Crows....
Well, I put it up for a reason... Coz I fell in love with dis gal accidentally.....
I seriously didn't mean to... But hey, love... As u noe, can happen anytime...
Once I saw her pic... I juz had dis feeling of warmth...
I knew I loved u b4 I met u....
Yeaz... Datz wy... I mean yea, seems like a fairy tale of sumsort....
I am a man hu will fight for ur honour...
I'll be d hero... U'll be dreaming of....
We're gonna live forever...Knowing together dat we...
And we did it all... For d glory of love.....
Like d knight in shining armour...
From a long time ago...
Juz in time I will save d day...
and Take u to my castle far away......
Sometimes i just forget.....
Say things i might regret.....
It breaks my heart to see you crying....
I don't wanna lose you....
I could never make it alone.....
You keep me standing tall....
You help me through it all.....
I'm always strong when u're beside me....
I have always needed you...
I could never make it alone...

I noe u mite tink My love for u is unreal...
But cross my heart and tell no lies,
No one's leaving u behind
Juz becuz we said goodbye....
Cross my heart I do believe
In my thoughts and in my dreams..
I'll be taking u with me....

Coz now and forever, I'll alwayz love u.... and onli u.....
I will be ur charming knight and will protect u with my life.....
But please give me a 2nd chance.... Cuz i need u....

But if u oleady have sumone else in ur mind.....
Please do tell me... Dengan seikhlas hati hamba akan menarik diri dan akan berasa gembira untukmu...
=D

With dat, I'll end this post with a qoute mama lemon told me....
*If u feel like doing sumting, Do it... Dun wait or it'll slip thru ur fingers....*

Tankz for reading my blog... And happy Holidayz! =D

"Allahuma Inaka Afuwun Tuhibun Afua Fa' Fuanna....."


15 November 2004....

Dear Bloggie....

I dowan to create a new post, coz i want sumone to read my recent post...
So yeaz.... Hmmmm.... Here I go about hari raya, which was yesterday la....

I woke up... At like 6am.... Yea, it was 6.....
Den I rolled for awhile, den got up at 6.20...
Den I juz got ready to go out for morning prayer.....
I wore my jeans and my malay shirt....
Ahakz, I was like white.... hahakz....
My shirt was white...=P
Yeaz, den left home....
*Ok dis is starting to get boring*.... *I actually got a sorta poem in malay to write*

Ok, skrg saya akan mula pantunku....

Pada hari yg ku temui...
Ku sungguh tiada beraksi....
Hatiku kosong sekali....
Walaupun ramai org sedang menari....

Kesedihan meliputiku....
Air mataku mengalir dan aku tersedu-sedu....
Mengharapkan wau bulan, bintang dan matahari, tiada mengubatiku...
Terdiam, ku berada dalam bilik sepi sambil dibakar menjadi debu...

Saudara-mara ku, menyuruhku makan...
Tetapi selera yg tiada yg menemankan...
Seorangku bersembunyi di belakang pintu teman...
Terputus perhubungan antaraku dan harapan....

Wahai tuhanku yg maha penyayang....
Ampunilah akan Dosa-dosa ku....
Kalau aku ada apa-apa terpegang....
Dengan tidak sengaje atau dgn kebodohanku...

Pada hari yg berbahgia ini...
Hati ku kosong, dan sepi sekali...
Hanyalah manis kenangan lalu....
Yg menghancurkan hatiku...

Duit yg ku terima pada hari ini....
Amat sedih ku harus kembali...
Memberi pada duit ke luar negeri....
Yg sangatku benci....

Aku akan ke luar negeri, tidak lama lagi....
Tetapi, aku akan pergi, yg akan menyakitkan hati....
Akan ku rindu seorang gadis yg ku idami....
Tapi ku tau kau tidak akan jadi millikku lagi.....

Mengapa ku rindunya, mengapa ku Cintakanya...
Walaupun ku tahu yg kau sudah ada penggantiku....
Keperitan mendapat tahu kau tidak cintai ku, hanya....
Hanya membisakan hatiku....


Hmmmm, Kla, datz all... Gonna continue sum other time... Take carez all!!!! =D