Friday, December 03, 2004

Dear Bloggie..

HeyyyyLoOOOooOOZ!!!!! hahakz.... Wazzup Ya'll!!!!
Fiqz reportin in at nite right after d Magnificent concert by d Hai Sing Catholic School Band!!!!
Okok, the starting part was kinda dull... But the highlight of d nite was d last part.....
It was juz AMAZING manz.... Spectacular.... Shocking, but GOOD.... hahakz...
Yeaz.... I'm lost for words to describe it as it was juz FANTASTIC......
I dun mean 2 compliment too much, but i really mean it, dey were great.....
Yeaz.... Owite owite.... enough abt their band, btw, dis blog aint HSCMB Blog hor... *hur hur hur*

OK now.... Abt my life.... Welcome to d amazing, intriguing world of Fiqz..... *Teleports.....*
Yeaz.... 1stly, I'd juz wanna touch on d fact dat my life's ironic.... Well, it is la....
Ironic.... Itz kinda Ironic coz i understand d word but I dunno how 2 explain it.....*whoooaaa ho...*
I'd juz wanna grab dis marvelous opportunity to congratulate TaufiK for winning d s'pore idol....
He's juz d type of person hu can represent singapore... Has a great voice, great character.....
I totally respect him for dat *sighs*
I mean, I noe I'm still young.... But I saw kids with d age of 5 playing d violin as if he played it all his life....
16 years old..... I start to reflect.... Wat have I done in dis peaceful world I live in.....
Not dat I wanna say i'm d kinda guy hu's all positive as i'd be lying to myself.....
But... I really dun want to bother others with my problems.... Cuz in d end, dey feel worse den me....
So itz best if I keep 2 myself.... *well, dat explains my quietness outside*....
Yeaz.... I'm not being selfish..... Please believe me on dis.... Apart from my problems....
I'd rather n willing to listen 2 other pples problems..... Again i repeat, i'm not selfish.....
Juz to share some experiences with u all.... Wen I make others happy... I feel truly satisfied....
I truly do.... To hear dem laugh... To see dem smile... even a simple grin, can uplift my spirit....
I love happiness... No doubt itz sumting which boost me in making others happy....
But I'd like 2 apologise, wen my happiness went away sumtimes... I onli make pple worse....
I greatly apologise for being selfish and not tink of others feelings.....
I swear, I've changed.... I wanna be good... I wanna stay positive forever....
No matter how bad a situation, I aint gonna give up... Gonna put my emotions n feelings aside...
And do more work den tink.... Like my fren said b4 "If u wanna do sumting, dun wait, or d opportunity will not come back ever again"...
I totally respect dat.... Coz itz true.... But IF that opportunity u missed b4, continue 2 work hard....
Find other opportunities... Dun restrict urself to sumting... "Overcome Your Limits!"

Yeaz.... Datz my self reflecting session of life... Hahakz, itz new to dis blog la....
Yeaz, I hope u all like it, dis blog i believe, is not juz abt me.....
Like my Conductor once said "the world doesn't orbit around u"
And itz true.... Itz very true.... for one, d world orbits around d sun.... =D
I dowan 2 tink abt myself.... I wanna put others b4 me....
I realised sumting... Sumting very crucial for a person like me....
This phrase "Trust urself before u trust others...." Which means, make sure u noe how 2 take care of urself, b4 taking care of others hu need it...
I love helping pple... Itz d meaning of my name.... *no wonder, hahakz*
Yeaz... I can gain alot from helping pple... Coz I can gain experience n correct my own mistakes...
When I help others, itz not like I noe EVERYTING.... I juz help with wat I noe....
And I alwayz give d best to pple I care abt.... The pple reading dis blog of mine now....
I'm tankful, with my sincere heart, tankz alot.... I mean it, Without u all, I dun tink I can even have d mood to write.....
Honestly speaking, everyone of u are important to me.... Onli one of u all is more important to me....
Becuzzzzzzzz.... I love u....
I care for everyone.... But hey, I aint god u noe.... I have feelings too.....
But... but.... I try 2 put my feelings aside.... Cuz U guyz are more important to me... =D
Putting others b4 u..... 4 easy words... Yet hard to do...... Trust me....
It is.... Hmmmmm.... I noe i noe.... weird rite... fiq suddenly say all dis tings... =P
Yea... I'm shocking myself even... hahakz.....
But yar, dis is how I really feel.... I wish I could do more for everyone....
I wish I could be there for everyone.... I really do.....
And... I will try.... I aint gonna say I'm not superman, coz I'm a superhero.....
Hahakz.... Ceh.... =P Okok... One minute of fame over oleady.... wahahaha....

I hope u all understand wat i wrote in here... hahakz... If u dun, juz look for me...
I got plenty of advice to go around... =D
Well, itz kinda late oleady so.... I'd like 2 tank u all for reading my blog......
I appriciate it lotz manz....=D Take care u alllll...... Have a pleasent day or nite....
CYA!!!!! Hope to write better tings in my blog... Fiqz, under upgrading.. Improving in Progress... wahaha...=P

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.....

Md. Taufiq

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