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Hey.... I dunno wy in d universe am I writing dis.....
I feel... Like I'm dis guy.... Hu's the Jack of all Trades, But a master of none....
I mean to say, I'm good at dis and dat... But wen it settles down on me....
I'm d loser... I juz dun understand wy it happens dat way....
Sum say itz destiny... Others say itz fate......
So I'm confused by choice.... These dreamz I get....
Wy.... I noe u can't feel d pain in my heart now..... Cuz I'm juz speechless...
I juz dunno wat 2 say animore... Yeaz... I've repeated dis alot of times b4....
My life's Ironic.... Simply Ironic.... Sumtimes I get happy.... I hoped it stayed dat way...
And d next moment, everyting starts to fall apart.... It all happens so fast for me...
Itz like having sumone with u deep inside, beside u... But yet, d person is not....
It makes ironic sense rite... Am I too sensitive.....
Itz so hard 2 comprehend to watz happenin now.....
At 1st I understood.. Suddenly, d meaning changes at a blink of an eye....
I dun expect tings to change, but for sumting 2 change so much in such a little time...
So I question myself... Hu am i... Wat I am... Am I doing aniting wrong in my life?
If I am, please, sumone, juz slap my face till my head fall off, i beg u....
Wat am I doing wrong.... I wanna understand... I wanna noe.....
Dreamz Shattered in a moment.... A feeling of loss.....
I wanna feel anger, yet i can't, itz not worth it..... I'll end up with a broken soul...
Am I too soft.... Till pple juz look at me, and dey juz look down on...
Where's my trust gone to.... I question myself.....

I look around in dis empty brain.....
What I saw b4, have juz gone down d drain.....
All I feel is my throat in pain.....
How I wished I was caned....

I look around in my empty room....
Wondering wen would i go into my tomb...
Juz like the mummy, i'm wrapped in my gloom....
Waiting for dis dream 2 end, b4 I start to bloom....