Dear Bloggie...

Hey there everyone....
Feeling ok?
I'm not....
But the show gotta go on...

La Di da di dum....
I'm just bored la now... Manz....
So please...please forgive me for crappin....
Itz not that I'm having a bad stomach ache...
Well, I so wouldn't wanna have another round of gastric pains....

Lemmi tink...
Wat did i do 2day har...
Ah yes....
A boring day with a boring entry...
So here goes...

Woke up at 8++.....
Got ready for school...
And went to school for POA....
Basically I haven't done my POA....
So just go there copy answers ar...
Very sian day leh...
Mendak siotz... Sheesh.....
Anywayz... Wanna talk abt POA ar....
yar, everyone noes I suck at it...
Sheesh...
I myself noe i suck at it....
I've been tryin to at least do sumting ar....
But to no avail...
Seriously manz....
Why must I take POA?
I mean... cumon... I got 5 subs without POA...
Enough to go Poly....
I wouldn't even tink of going JC manz....
No more Malay for me... Seriously...

Without POA, I can concentrate on other subs....
My strengths are english and maths....
Maths aint a prob if I put all my brains to it....
But poa... sheesh....=(... not possible....
Manz... If I get more den 20 points for my Os...
And I can't get into a poly... My onli option is ITE....
Hu the hell wants to get into an ITE?
Just the thought of it makes me sick...
Yea, pple can tell me their success stories of ITE life and work craps...
But still... Itz a longgggggggggggggg way.....
Pple tell me itz GENERALISATION....
I mean? Can't i? issit wrong?
Hating a school for their students...
What makes a school? Students rite?
teachers are onli a small part of the school....
Students are non-permanent, but still... Huge bunch of technical pple...

Okok... now I apologise....
If there are ITE frenz readin dis....
Put urself in my shoes...
Not a bright student...
Hoping for a bright future....
Slacking like mad....
Sheesh....
And going for O levels... Unprepared...
Next week is the start of my prelims...
I still have doubts, not one, but millions...
Basically I've wasted my holidays....
Izzit wrong to think of d future?
Izzit wrong to plan ur death?
Sheesh...

Try changing a perspective on life....
We are not immortals... We do die sumday...
Imagine losing ur closest fren...
And U wanna follow him into the grave....
Not practical, rather stupid....
Must always... Think of the future...
Plan ahead... And make back up plans...
If anything were to cripple up....
All abt planning..
Love life has planning too....
Even though I'm hopeless in that area...
I believe... There's sumone for me out there....
And as for my ex(s)....
I'm finally letting go... they are not made for me animore...
I dun love them... And itz not painful animore...=]....
They are just great frenz... Just like myself...
So I wun make it any difficult for their lives....
Pple ask me, wat am i gonna do...
To tell u d truth...
I really dunno...
What I noe... I'm not really ready to handle relationships...
Yes, I may or may not love sumone now....
But not goin for relationships...
It will hinder my frenships....
To top everythin, I SUCK IN RELATIONSHIPS...
hahakz... Itz true, just ask my two ex....
I stink at it...

Ok ar... Too much brain activity oleady....
Gonna go KABOOM...
So yea, tankz again for readin my crappy entry....
Rate it <-----------there.....
Be honest ar...
Cuz I noe I stink now... heez...
take carez den, byez!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zupz ZupZ!