Dear Bloggie...

Watz love?
Deceit? anger, confusion?
Hmmmmm...
I can't seem to figure it out...
I mean, itz not like I can be bothered to...

Haiz....
I just suck in love la...
Bingit la sak...
Sheesh...
Tell me, watz d use lookin for love wen it just falls apart at d end....
Itz like I'm cursed for sum reason....
I'm cursed for life to love sumone and lose d person immediately....
I aint complaining either....
I love being single too...
There's a ting abt a counsellor goin into relationships...
Pple will lookat u differently...
Deywill start calling u "biased", "one-sided".....
Den until wen will this curse be lifted off me...

Why am I being faced with alot of challenges?
Especially at a time like now...
Wen I'm going for an important exam...
Why do i feel jealous...
Of the pple I used to love....
How am I ever getting out of this endless cycle of "suayness"..
Why can't i love sumone properly and not have 2nd thoughts....
Where r u my gal...
My one and onli gal...
Where r u....
I keep on trying to find u...
Yet u nv seem to appear....=[
Haiz....
Itz all a dream fiq.. notin but a dream..



dreams..


Zupz zupZ!