Dear Bloggie...

LIFE

Life... Life... Life...
No matter how many times I say it...
I still don't have a life... -.-

Been sick for a very long long time...
Well, not really that long, since last Tuesday...
Even though I was sick, I still went to Jalan Raye with my friends...
Of which I suffered the consequences only near the night...
My nose was just flowing like tapwater...
Nothing much to say about the outing...
Just that I felt like dying half the time...
Luckily I'm near full recovery now...
I'd really like to thank those who wished me well...
I really really really really REALLY appreciate it alot...
And now I'm mostly well and all...
I wish all those who are still sick to get well soon ok! =]

Since I was sick, I didn't have mood to do anything...
And yes, when I say anything, I really mean anything...
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't sit infront of this laptop...
It's not that I don't want to, I just can't cause of my tapwater...
So I've been occupying myself alot with playing my PSP...
Especially with games which are new, I find them fun...
Speaking of PSP, I'm thinking of trading in my PSP for a new PSP Slim...
My uncle told it I just had to top up about 100+...
And with my hari raya money...
I have no idea what I'm gonna do with it...

I just wanna say, I have great friends around me...
And today I shall feature a friend...
Her name is..... Shermeen!
She's been tagging my board as ~ShErMeEnZ~ so it's not that hard to miss...
The person who's always been bullying me and the person who's been bullied by me... =X
Work both ways la hor...
She's always online most of the time...
If not she'll be watching tv...
She's just a great person to be with...=]
SSS~! SUPER STRONG SHERMEEN! =]


SCHOOL

SCHOOL! yes, school...
I have no idea what to talk about school...
I've skipped quite alot of tutorials...
Missed afew lectures...
Not that I want to, cause I'm sick and lazy to go doctor everyday...
I was only given one day MC...
But I was still sick the next day...
Anyways, there's this malay/indian lecturer which I totally cannot tolerate...
With his indian accent which is totally difficult to understand...
And he keeps stopping his lecture to scold those who's talking...
The first time he started to irritate me was his second lecture...
I couldn't take it, I just went off in the middle of the lesson...
And subsequent lessons, I just will tap my card and leave...
At most I'll just study the chapters by myself or go through during tutorials...

I must say, I still love going for practicals...
It's so easy and fun...
Well, I think it's easy because it's fun actually...
Even though there's some theory involved...
Most of it are just straightforward stuff...

Usually class ends super early of which I'll go to any FCs to eat...
I get hungry quite early in the morning, so having breakfast is crucial...

This is not related to school, but it is to studying...
So since studying is under school then blah blah blah...
I'll be taking my music theory exams next Saturday...
Please please please wish me luck...
I know it's only Grade 3...
But there's a truckload of info for me to swallow...
Ok, ok, truckload might be exaggerated...
But still, I might get nervous and screw up totally...
And I really hope I won't get sick on that day...

Speaking of school, next week is E-Learning Week!
Which means, there's no school for the whole week...
Which means, HOLIDAY...but for a week only...
But on Monday I gotta drag myself to school for FYP briefing...
Of which I'm still unsure of what time it is...
I'm such a lousy class rep....

BAND

Band..........
I've been hearing alot of negative feedback from NASband...
Like seriously bad feedback...
Such as people wanna quit and those who don't respect seniors...
I actually feel quite sad listening to all this...
I mean...
First we suffered during SYF...
Looking at their sad faces...
At that time they were so determined to strive for a better band...
But now...
It's as though those times they went through were a mere memory...
Maybe to them, it might be just one of those down side in band...
I can't blame them...
But running off and showing bad attitude towards band, I just can't tolerate...
No matter how hard the seniors are trying...
No matter how hard the teachers are trying...
No matter how hard anyone have been trying...
There's no improvement in attitude whatsoever...
The band has become SOFT...
No one respects anyone anymore...
We have people who come for band as and when they want to...
I've felt great losses in the past before...
Suffered greater pain...
But the greatest pain of all would be to see the band I love so much...
Just crumbles slowly...
Becoming meaningless...
Every practice becomes a chore...
Is this what a band should be?
Where did the band go wrong?
The leaders?
The members?
The teachers?
Who who who?
It doesn't matter now...
Cause it has already begun...
The sinking ship of NASband...
Please forgive me if I sound pessimistic...
But that's the reality of things are right now...
And no matter how we look at it, we can't run away from it...

Is there ever a way to save this band from sinking?
Like every problem, there is a solution...
I believe, the bigger the risk one takes, the bigger the reward one will get...
So my solution would be...
Seperating those who wants to be in band, with those who don't...
Meaning, kick out those that have a bad attitude towards band...
So that means we'll have a small band...
A reminder to everyone, this band started small...
And there's nothing wrong with being a small band...
My solution is to start the band from scratch again...
Nurture those commited members to be elites...
Make them our strength...
So when other batches come in, this batch of commited members will be ready...
Ready to dicipline, nurture and educate the future members...
Band remember, we do not need a big band with uncommited members...
We need a band that has it's roots and culture...
It may take a long time to build the foundations...
But once the foundation is there...
We will be ready to move upgrade ourselves...

Band members, if you've read this...
Spread to everyone you know in the band to read this...
And those who just don't care about band, we DON'T need you...
So stop showing attitude and giving everyone a hard time...
I'd rather you spend your time elsewhere...
Thank you.


SONGS

I've been listening to the Plain White Ts....
Specifically would be Hate I Really Love You, Hey There Delilah...
Been listening To Zanarkand also...
Oh yar, The Golden Circle is nice too!

Ok that's all for today!
Will update in a months time if no one bugs me and if every band member read my post already...
Take care everyone! =]

Zupz Zupz!