Thursday, January 15, 2009

i'll go bonkers without you

Dear Bloggie...

A reflection of a reflection.

Hello all! =]
Gosh it's been awhile...
*nods*
I realise that blogging everyday would result to boring entries from me...
Which totally goes against me trying to make my entries more lively...
Hmmmm...*thoughts in progress*

Ok so basically...
The world is starting to show signs of PMS through the temperature...
It's very VERY windy nowadays, kinda feels like the kinda wind speed on a cruise ship...
I've still yet to find wind speeds which could literally make me fly, till then, I shall stick to flying on a plane...

Hah, I got back my MST test papers back...
And as expected, not so good news...
Won't be revealing the results, but, just know when I say it's bad, it's really bad...
But on the other hand, my Lab tests are amazingly awesome...
With nearly full marks for all my modules...
What can I say, I'm a hands on kinda guy, heh, kinky...

Gawd, I haven't updated for a week already?
That's sad...
Last week was just...
Stupid + Disappointments + a new low...
I finally realise that I'm more of a liability then an asset to NASband's commitee...
With this realisation, I'm gonna be less involved with their decisions/plans/screw-ups...
I've had enough...
Not gonna elaborate even further, cause I'm gonna concentrate on the euphos...
So that means, only sectionals...
I'll probably leave or not come for combines...
Just be a normal alumni, cause I think I suck at doing that...

A new year and we're already heading for rock bottom...
Isn't life just so amazing sometimes...
We try so hard to help and we get insulted...
A person once told me, "We can lead the horse to the river, but it doesn't mean the horse will drink"...
True, the horse isn't thirsty enough...
Always bloated and so full of itself...
I'm done caring for a band that's so selfish...

Must be the biggest thing I regret most now...
Should've ditched this band long ago...
Should've pursued my own life through SPband...
I am such an idiot...
But that's gonna change...
I'm gonna help those who appreciates and benefits from it...
To those who don't give a damn, just stop reading...

On the flipside...
I can see my eupho juniors improving at a faster rate...
Despite James and Terrence taking turns coming for band...
Jaslyn is constantly improving, but still needs to remember MORE AIR...
So I must say that I'm proud of the eupho section...
Afew weeks left till SYF, hopefully they'll make it...

I am so consumed with band stuff...
I rarely have a life anymore...
Should stop thinking of band too much...
And start focusing on what's most important to me...
Luckily I'm not alone...
I've got friends, BEST friend, and family to listen to me...
So thanks for all the support, really appreciate it...

Well then, I've blogged today...
Maybe I'll blog tomorrow...
Speaking of tomorrow...
There's LMC meeting...
The group of people I can trust to appreciate my existence...=]
First meeting for the year...
Hopefully Andrew has everything planned out...
Can see he's quite stressed out about it, but hey, he's not alone...
There's all 12 of us to back him up!

Alrighty then...
Take carez everyone!
Good nightz and sweet dreamz!
And, please don't be afraid to be alone, cause I'll always be around...=]

*I need my psychiatrist, asap.*

Zupz Zupz!

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