40

Dear Bloggie...

Love is in the air, is it?

Hello all! =]

Ok...

I practically have nothin to blog about...

I'll probably ramble on and on and, on.

But I promise this entry will be a short one.

Cause my head hurts like crap now...

And no, I don't have flu like symptoms, so cancel off swine flu people...

Warning, the next few stuff I'm gonna say is gonna be damn random...

Say your prayers, and then proceed.

Heh, 40 more days towards National Service...

To be honest I'm looking forward as I've said before...

But at the same time, my fitness level is tha shit right here...

Forgive my language, again, my head is hurting right now...

So in the next 40 days...

I'm hoping to exercise daily, be it static or running...

I wanna eat healthy too...

And most importantly, stay off the comp as much as I can...

Cause I can literally feel my brain cells dying... *there goes another one.*

Which converts to how stupid I've been lately...

Emotional break downs, I'm an ass...

Rawr.

Tomorrow's my mom's birthday! Yay!

Ok we don't usually exchange presents, so I didn't get her anything...

Now now, don't get all worked up...

Maybe she'll get a day off tomorrow...

Oh, and dad's goin from full time to part time!

Wooohooo, more time to spend with dad before I go NS...

One of my godsis is in love, and no, not with me...

I suck too much for that...

And I'm happy for her, the guy's sweet and romantic, of which I'm not...

Ok I should stop doing that...

I hope all the best for her and her guy... =]

I've got so many, words...

But at the same time I feel, trapped...

My emotions, feelings...torn apart...

Just when I wanted to settle down, I had to break everything apart...

For the good of everyone, for what purpose of this good does to me?

Love is a mystery, Love is blind when the time is never right...

I tried... I really, really really tried...

But the more I try, the more I fall...

All I'm asking is true love, of which I'm seeking...

Am I that thick skinned to even deserve a compliment...

Time...

I need to get myself occupied...

During these 40 days, I need to keep my mind occupied...

Maybe after I recover from this sickness then I'll be able to do things...

Well anyways, take carez everyone...

Good nightz and sweet dreamz...

*Do I even deserve you?*

Zupz Zupz!