Dear Bloggie.....

HeyyyyzZ!!!!! Hahakz.... I've changed sum tings to my blog...
Yeaz.... Well, I juz thought sum tings need ta change....
Yupz.... And datz settled with... Hahakz......
So yea, I gez one of my books have been closed......
I juz dunno wat happend... My heart juz dropped....
Wanted to drop into tears but i faught strong....
Datz it, I am strong ok... Dun mess with me....
If u do, I'll run away, I got speed and I'm not afraid 2 use it....

Anywayz.... Lemmi juz update u with watz been happening...
No, dun worry, there's no gossips or such tings.....
Itz juz abt me, myself, and I......
On saturday... Had a pretty boring day if u ask me.....
Wasted my day juz liddat.... Let time fly... Weeeez....
Den yesterday.... Woke up at 6.30am for my religous class....
Den reached school abt 8am liddat... yeapz....
Btw next week i got no religous class!! Woohooo!! *Celebrates!*
Hahakz... Yeapz.... There's juz one ting dat happend in religous class...
Which I was kinda proud of ar.....
I had dis subject called Hadis.....
Den I gotta memorise in arab ar......
The ting is, in 15 mins... I did memorised it.....
And itz like..... I was abit shaky, but I did it ar.....
I was sumhow impressed with myself u see.....
If I could memorise sumting written in arab(well, i dun really noe d meaning)
I could memorise other complicated tings... Plus point! hahakz...
Kewlz manz... Damn I love myself.. Heez.....

Den rite... In the afternoon, had a chat with Lynn.....
She's such a great fren u noe.... Itz like, wow.. Hahakz....
Btw Tankz fer everyting yar... As in like, listening 2 my problems...
Yeaz... =D Tankiew Tankiew tankiew!!!!!!
Weeeez.... Hmmmmmz..... After d chat with lynn....
Me got ready to go concert.....
Den alot of my cousins came.. wah laoz, segan seh....
I salam all of dem.... Like walk here and there to salam...
Ishqz..... =P
Anywayz... left home at about 3.45pm liddat.....
And I reached VCH abt 4.45pm liddat......
Yeap yeapz..... Den I sat on the right.....
Oh yar, I came to support my fren.... Yar....
She performing... =D
She came 2 my concert u see, so yar, paying back d favour.....
Anywayz, the concert was great! Really nice......
Well, there were summmmm squeaks la....
But i noe not from her la.. hehez....

Hmmmz, After d concert... Thought of waiting for her......
Den I saw her with her gd fren, I juz had 2 leave.....
So yeaz.... Me and her sisters left d place and headed for d MRT station....
Den I took the train home.... Her sisters took bus home.....
And I reached home at like, 8+... yupz....
Luckily not too late, I got school 2day ok.. hahakz....
Anywayz.... I came online..... Chat with Lamergal......
And Lynn also.... Erk, hu else ar..... Juz sum pple la...
Hahakz... Den after dat, felt broken, tired, destroyed, smashed, whacked...
Hahakz.. I dunno how else to explain my feelings.... And I juz went offline...
Den I thought of doing my SS hw u see... Budden since I was like down...
I didn't do it and like went to bed... yeaz.... My mind....
My mind was filled with alot of tings..

I juz wanna forget everyting now ar.... Muz free myself from all dis..
SYF is 14 days time.. And datz 2 weeks.... onli TWO WEEKS more...
Like whoa.. Hahakz... Time sure flies huh.... But I aint having fun...
Which is a GOOOOOD ting... =D
Yeap yeapz... I got dis ulcer at d tip of my tongue... argh!
Hahakz.. I hate it wen I can't pronounce sumting properly....
Destroy my whole british accent... grrr... =P
Wahahaha....

So yeaz, my mind gotta be fixed for SYF 2005 1st....
Relationships and strings attached 2 dat, juz hafta come later....
Can't gamble another heartache, not now, please....
So Yeaz.... And after SYF, maybe i'll be joining d Balloon Hat Fest....
Maybe I wun.. But in any case, I still got my "O" Levels......
Gotta concerntrate on dat too... Been kinda lazy all dis while....
Makes me feel bad abt myself... Cannot continue dis way.....
Sumtings need ta change... If I dun change it, No one will....
Yupz.... I heard my wake up call yesterday... finally.....
I'm too engrossed in pleasing others and neglect myself....
So now I muz have more time for myself and time for frenz too...

Awritey denz.... I gez I've written quite alot oleady, well, not too much la... later my fingerz break manz.. hahakz.... BTW, tankz for reading.... really appriciate it... =D

*I got speed and I'm not afraid to run away.....*

Zupz Zupz!