Dear Bloggie....

Heyyyyz.... Wazzup u pple out there......
Practically waiting for me 2 update huh.....
Bad pple... Hehez... Kiddin yea.....
So.... Itz a sunday.... And I'm at home.....
Not doing aniting.... Hmmmz....

Manz... Today is such a shiny and sunny day huh...
Everytime I look out d window ar, my eyes pain pain manz..
Hahakz, brokened english sia.. Sheesh... Dun follow hor...
Me very d bad onez... =X Kekez.. KIDDING!!!!
But in any case... I'd love having a rainy day.....
Den can sleep better... Ya noe wat I mean...
Heez... Anywayz....
Life for me has been going quite badly actually....
Especially school life... Oh manz....
No examz(YAY!) billions of tests(shoot me)....
Haiz..... Sumhow, I prefer having exams u noe...
Stupid school.. See la, I'm cursing d school again....
Wat are dey tinking ar? I dun understand dis concept u noe...
Dey stress us out fer noting... Dey make us do tings which are not relevant....
And we are gonna face d Os in like how many months?
The school wants us to die of stress b4 we take our exam izzit?
The principal wants us to fail our exams? IS THAT RITE?!
I'm just very stressed now... Seriously.. I'm really explodin manz....

I noe I have frenz... Dun worry Jihan.. I'm under control too...
Not to worry kz? I noe U'll be there to help me thru.....
Also going out to my sis.. Hu's been helping me lotz too....
I really appriciate u pple very very much....
Yupz.... With ur moral and emotional support....
I owe it to ya manz... Seriously.....
I noe I gotta endure and persevere these problems.....
For I onli have afew months left.....
And after all dat.. I'm gonna be a free man....
Yupz... I can't wait for dat....
But for dat to happen, I gotta work hard for it....
10 times harder... I will and I shall....
I'm practially fighting my laziness now...
I can't seem to get myself to study....
Haiz.... I muz resist d feeling to sleep....
I have to... I pray 2 God to give me strength....
The strength to let me push myself thru.....
I noe Fiqz can do it... Fiqz can do... I noe I can!

I can fix pple's problems... Bring pple up from their deep sleep...
I can fix my own problems too... I'm gonna fight...
Fight for myself... For the freedom i deserve!
With d support of frenz.... I'm inviNCible.....
Yes, I noe I muz be strong....
No one is gonna bring me down now....
My heart is stronger den ever.....
And it aint gonna break no more....
No more hurt, no more pain, no more sadness....
I'm a new person now... I can tink....
My brain is strong and fast.....
Watever u pple say to get me down....
I'm gonna prove ur words WRONG......
So I'll write a poem... Just for fun....


The dark night, filled with the sounds of raindrops.....
I try to light a fire in the mountain tops....
With frenz by my side, there's no way i'm able to flop.....
Instead I'll keep the fire burning which wil never stop....

The clouds start to dissapear into the sunrise....
I find a new day with a new meaning has arive.....
Filled with fun and adventure, I set out on a journey to find the meaning of life....
Many challenges awaits as I solve my other problems with a knife...

I walk down this empty streets filled with people with empty souls.....
This gives me an oppotunity to find out my goals.....
Obviously I dun have aniting much more heavier den fighting a troll...
But nevertheless I wish life could be as easy as drinking soup from a bowl....

The sky never looked anymore brighter 2day...
I got partially blinded trying to stare straight into the ray...
At the same time I start to tink, if I would ever go astray...
Go astray from the real meaning of life which is pretty much grey.....

Nothing ever seems clear to me.....
It can never be in black or white, or maybe green...
Whenever I'm close to achieving sumting, i got blown far away and forced to flee..
Until when will I be able to find the truth about U and ME...

The sound of my phone ringing forced me up from my bed....
It wasn't who I would be expecting to call which gave me a shock in my head...
I stared blankly at the ceiling above me, hoping it would crumble down straight....
For having her out of my arms just makes me feel I'm in a different state...

I noe u will leave me sooner or later.....
But I could onli hope u would never....
These strong feelings for u are getting much lesser.....
I still hope u'd be off with sumone else happier.....

I've been with u for almost 4 years up to date.....
And having to pass u down to sumone hu's unworthy, makes me feeling red....
I wanna hold u in my arms again and hear ur sounds till I became late....
Ever so engrossed in ur presence have pulled my soul from me, making me dead.....

But as I stared back at the moment.....
I realise that life is all abt moving on and I've seen the pattern.....
The pattern of how life goes from fair to incompetent....
Just to find out... That I've got alot more......to Learn........


Okaiyz, datz all for 2day kkz... Oh my..
It took me alot of time sia. Hehez....
I guess itz worth it ar... Yupz..
Hope U all enjoyed my poems.. =D
Take carez den! =D

*Forgive ur enemies, noting irritates them more...*

Zupz Zupz!