Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Dear Bloggie....

I'm Basically having a very bad bad stupid day....
I will just cut straight to d point la hor...
Cuz I've written so much, den dis internet crash...
Den damn suay de lohz....

So yar...
I was talking abt oral....
The 1st question was crap....
So was the 2nd question....
And therefore, my oral was crap....
Datz all for 2day... Goodbye...
I feel sucky, but hu careS?
No noe....

Have you imagined a life with no friends...
Just quiet and clean of suspense...
No gossips about love, likes or hates...
There won't be any trouble which usually dictates...

Burning feelings trapped inside....
Causing incomplete combustion outside...
Letting your feeling go just makes you feel emptier...
But keeping them just makes you feel inferior...

Wouldn't it be peaceful living in the land of the dead....
You recognise no one, and no one recognises you even when its too late...
Wouldn't you get much more satisfaction from doing what you want...
Rather than be spoiled by people who makes a dent...

Seriously think about it, what are these people you call friends?
Do they stay in times of trouble instead of just following the latest trends?
Have you looked at yourself in the mirror and ask what friend do you consider yourself to be?
Or are you too blind to see?

This poem is not to hit on anyone...
But the reason for this poem is to hunt...
Hunt on those people who calls themeselves friends but have no commitment...
To these people, please wake up and realise that nothing is ever really permanent...

I've experienced it before....
Lonely nights which lasts up till four...
Talking to myself and two other people...
They are me and I who were nv much of a hustle...

I look infront of a mirror...
And I see a boy with a small exterior...
Staring intensely, deeply to his eyes....
You can see he's destroyed inside just filled with cries...

But no one ever hears his cries..
No one ever cared to know why he cries...
Cause to the public's eyes, he's nothing more than a boy....
Who people get bored with after playing a toy...

His screams, his rants, his helloes and his good byes.....
Did anyone ever recognise within his breaths are sighs?
No matter how loud it could be, still people never took notice...
What do I have to do to attract attention without covering all my cries....

okok... datz all... My brain dying liao....
I NEED TO STUDY MY GEOG!
Chowz!

Zupz ZupZ

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