Dear Bloggie...

Today my cat is sick somehow...

Totally no mood to do anything but to just lay there...

Getting kinda worried...

I sure hope it will be alright soon...

It got me thinking how much I love cats, but I'm kinda allergic...

But I still love cats...

So basically today woke up quite late...

On my laptop and Mabeline sms me...

I wanted to follow her to Raffles Place just now to make the trophies...

But I had something on so I can't...

And she went all by herself even after waiting for Gaby hu eventually didn't want to follow...

I shall not disclose how many trophies were made...

So basically now I'm listening to band songs on Imeem...

There's band tml!

And I've been thinking alot, about myself..

I mean, these BIG dreams...

Sometimes it just begs to be asked...

Is it actually realistic?

To play solo with my eupho for a concert...

To be a conductor one day...

Not that I'm having doubts of my abilities...

Just that it seems so far...

And I noe I noe, mabeline would be screaming BELIEVE right now...

I noeeeee, I BELIEVE IN MUSIC...

But is it wrong to ask urself of the path that u're gonna be goin thru?

I've been teaching, tutoring and helping out...

But I realised I haven't got time to practice for myself...

I've been pushing aside my responsibilities as a Eupho player...

And I believe my standard for playing has dropped tremendously...

Even sight reading sometimes I would screw up for no reason...

Which just shows how much I haven't been practicing...

Even buzzing I've been neglecting it every night...

My tone quality isn't the same anymore as it used to be...

I believe the tone I produce now is the same as when I just started learning...

I need to practice practice practice!!!

Below are drawings I made before going for concert yesterday...

Was bored so I decided to make use of my whiteboard and markers...

I used to have this sketchbook with me...

But I have no idea where I put it now anyway...

I know these pics are not the nicest thing on earth...

But for the fact that I was bored...

And yes, evidently I'm trying to blog daily...

It's part of my To-Do list...

So I've completed one of them now!

Take carez people! =D

Zupz Zupz!