Dear Bloggie...

Ok this is the 5th entry in a row...
I must be getting used to doing this...
It's actually quite fun!

Anyways...
The second day that Mabeline's in Malaysia...
She replied me TWICE today...
Well, I doubt just one more extra would hurt...
She'll be back tomorrow, well at least that's what she said...

Again today I slacked off my ass...
Sat infront of this laptop for a very long time...
Finished watching Firefly entirely...
Started watching Wonderfall just a couple of hours ago...
The reason why I'm doing this is well...
Cause when I start working, I won't be able to sleep late anymore...
I'll be in bed like before 10?
Cause work starts at 8am...
And I've got no idea how long the ride will be to work is...
And I still have to walk to the place...
But yes yes, I'm still thankful it's not somewhere ulu or FAR...
So don't tell me not to be grateful...
I am actually...
Very very grateful...

Every night I am to like, do 45 push ups...
3 sets of 15...
I know I know, to those reading this...
45?!
Yes...
Provided how skinny I am...
And how LIGHT I am...
I'm not proud of it actually...
The reason why I'm so open about it is cause I dowan it to be a reason not to be comfortable with myself...
I've been tryin to get myself one of those digital weighing machine...
For those reading this, it might be great as a birthday present or something...
I've got no idea where I could find one actually...
Not like I've been looking for it, I just don't know where to start...
Any ideas are welcomed, thank you...

Apart from doing push ups..
I just rapidly do dumb bells which weight 2kg each...
Again I would say, with respect to my weight...
And I would just drink some water, bathe, and go to sleep...
In the morning I will know if I actually did anything if I get cramps...
But the thing is, at home I can only work my upper body...
My lower half feels kinda detached?
I've been wanting to go running for so long already...
But my mind keeps telling me to do cycling first...
Maybe I'll do them in stages, cycle first and then run?
Any ideas? Or maybe anyone care to join me?
I dowan to be this lazy thin bag of potatoes...
I actually have a flabby fats folding when I pinch my stomach...
Just when I thought I felt weird without having those...
Having them really makes you feel you have a flat tyre...

I've been eating alot of Nutella on bread and drinking Ovaltine too...
If you haven't noticed, I'm kinda addicted to chocolate right now..
I wouldn't say it's a bad thing nor it would be wise to say it's a good thing...
But the cravings for either one of those is irrisistable...
Should I stop eating all this?

I'm still wondering why I can't wake up early in the morning again...
It's like my head feels so heavy...
As though it's attracted to the bed or something...
And the worse thing is, I'm starting work next week!
I gotta start sleeping early...
Ok by tomorrow night, I shall sleep before 10...
Which means I have to blog before 10...
Which also means I'll have to do my night exercises before 10 too...

If there's one thing I learn from holidays...
It's that I sometimes can't recall what day it is...
It's just so fast or so slow...
Like today for example..
I thought today was Wednesday, it felt like Wednesday...
Maybe my body clock is just losing alot of battery power now...

Gosh I haven't filled in my application form for attachment...
But at least I've photocopied the documents...
I guess I'll fill them up next week or something...
Ok I've blogged enough now...
And to those reading this, please get me a digital weighing machine...
I'll pay you back if you want to... =]
Take carez people and good night...

Zupz Zupz!