Dear Bloggie...

Ok woke up late today...
Apart from being woken up by Mabeline...
She's on her way to Malaysia for her CNY celebrations...
Only will be back by Friday night, that's what she said....
So today's her first day in Malaysia...
Sms her just awhile ago...
Told her not to reply, but she did, once...
I'm glad she's alright...
Woo, she wished me happy chinese new year...
*takes a minute off to reply her...................*
Ok replied her...

I've been watching this series called "Firefly"...
It's really interesting...
Something like Stargate?
As in it's all scientific and technological...
I especially like it when the characters can speak different languages...
*Which bothers me cause I can't understand them sometimes*
Nonetheless, I'm hooked on to the series like a starving fish to a hook...
Speaking of which, Shermeen has been hooked onto watching show since I dunno when...
Well I guess ever since the exams ended she's been indulging herself with those...

Before I forget, Happy Chinese New Year to all those celebrating tomorrow...
Gong Xi Fa Cai!
I hope the performance went well today...
Heard from Shirlin that Caiyan didn't play too badly...
So everything would be fine, I know they'd be fine... =]
I doubt there's band practice this coming Saturday as they'll still be celebrating...

So next week I'll be starting my attachment period...
For about 9 weeks...
I think I've mentioned this before in my earlier post...
I've prepared my documents, just haven't filled in the employee form yet...
And also I'm not too sure if I should meet my Liason Officer...
Since the email has been sent to me on what I should do...
There's 4 others who got attached to the same place...
I hope I'll get to know them and make friends as soon as I can...

Sometimes, time is quite dillusional...
We keep staring at it and it stares back at you...
And when you stop to think about it, it passes you by...
And living by the moment isn't such a wise idea too...
Meaning one needs to rest and also reflect...
I realised this while, well, practically staring at my clock...
The seconds just ticks away...
I'd take out the battery and stop the clock...
And the clock might stop ticking, but time will still be running...

I apologise for even writing such things down in my blog..
It's boring...
But it's how I feel...
Ever wondered...How others would feel about your new dress, or new clothes?
Or if it looks good on you, or maybe not?
The thing is, if you keep asking the question around to different people...
You'll get very different answers..
It's called perception and impression...
So it doesn't matter what others think...
It matters what you think...
If you think that you look great, then you look great...
If others tell you that you don't, then it's just what they think...
If there's one thing I've learned from this, it has to be confidence in one's self...

Yesterday while the sec 1s choose their instruments...
I had to briefly teach them how to buzz and make them play immediately...
At first I thought, well, it's impossible, they've got no knowledge whatsoever...
But I gave it a try, explaining slowly and passing to them what I know in lay-man's term...
And fair enough, many managed to buzz and produced great sounds...
Then I realised...
It's not who's the one teaching...
But it's how the person teaches...
And also it's not how fast or slow a person learns...
But how much a person can absorb and work on it by him or herself...
Being able to know all this just makes me even more determined...
To chase that dream of being a conductor or at least a music teacher...
Sometimes I lose my words easily, or maybe lose the ability to contruct a proper sentence...
But I'm still trying my best with just experience to guide me along with the knowledge I carry...

I must also thank my amazing and wonderful juniors...
Cause without them, to whom shall I pass down my knowledge to...
Each and every single one of them has affected me in one way or another...
Apart from my passion for music, they are the one's who drive me even harder...
Making myself push further and further, closer and closer to my dream...
And one day when I've reached my dream...
I'll look back at this time where I'm just beginning...
And know that even if there's 1% hope of success, it's better than nothing...

I guess that's all for today...
I shall increase the number of post shown per page to like 5 or 6...
So that people could read my past recent entries too since I'm updating almost everyday now...
And when I've started working, maybe there's a computer I could use to blog at work...
Till tomorrow...
Take carez and Happy CNY again... =D

Zupz Zupz!