Some people just disgust me, but I'm sorry for how disgusting they can be.
Hello all!
Ok, I'm feeling a little better...
Got my greatest-person-in-the-world to cheer me up...
Even though she's not that good at counselling, but she tried, so kudos for that...=]
So lets move on to today...
Woke up at 7am, but my brother in law still in the toilet...
So in the end went back to sleep and woke up again at 7.30am...
Went to bathe...
I did everything 3 times the speed...
Packed my bag and was out of the house by 7.50am...
MRT was damn packed, there was this girl sitting down on the floor beside me...
And there was someone who reminded me of Christina...
Speaking of which, CRUMPLER!!!! =X
I'm still waiting de leh! =X
So reached school and at dover station, somehow I was expecting to see someone...
And I did...
Somehow I wish I didn't, cause thoughts kept running in my mind...
I just walked briskly...
Reached class at 8.55am...
Omg, for the FIRST time, I'm early for class...
If not it's 15-20 mins late or something...
So yar...
The lecturer wasn't in also...
Tutorial was crap...
Indian lecturer talking about the concept to answers...
Makes no sense 90% of the time...
After tutorial was practical...
David Papkins ROCKS!
He's like the coolest ang moh lecturer I've ever met...
Lab was mostly downloading VMware to the laptops...
Installing and downloading the image files...
Went through some commands and created users and stuff...
Alot of technical stuff, so I share spare your time...=]
Before I move on to lunch...
I had to buy this thickass book which costs $5.60...
It's A4 size and it's super thick...-.-
Luckily can keep at home...
Ok so for lunch, went to Clementi as usual...
And that's it!
Went back for Communication Skills for Work...
I was "punished" for switching on my laptop when I wasn't asked to...like, wtf?!
I had to read out the criteria on the different parts...
So now two lecturer knows my name, David Papkins and the CSW lecturer...
Aint I famous, and no I'm not vain thank you.
I spend the whole time writing a cover letter which is like super long...
Daffodil was worried sick, talked about FYP and she had to look for my supervisor herself...
After CSW which was dragged for 10 mins or so...
And as the Class Rep, I had to stop the lecturer as no one else would...-.-
So I went down to LT14a for my OS lecture...
DPapkins keep calling my name, like fun like that...
He was like "all my past students who has your name, are all top students..."
I replied "I will not disappoint you."
I have no idea what possessed me to say that, but I did...
Ok, lecture was abit dry...
I mean come on, which lecture aint?
Daffodil kept calling and msg-ing me...
In the end she came look for me after class...
And she passed me back the project...
So now I've gotta wait for her to send the codes for me to read...
And edit afew stuff here and there...
My bag looks damn huge today...
I kept bumping into people...
Daffodilllll...
Grah, ok, nvm...
Bump bump bump! Bumper Bag! =X
*crumplerrrrrrrr*
I realised...
I have ALOTTTT of things to do...
Plus my exam nearing...
How to study???
So many assignments...
Feel like cursing again, but I shall not...=]
STAY POSITIVE...
Easier said then done...
But with people around me, I think that won't be so difficult...=]
To the people who...I've scolded or stepped on accidentally...
I'm really sorry for all those things I said to hurt anyone's feelings...
Maybe I'm just a little paranoid...
But you know I do things to help you right?
You know I would never let anything harm you right?
You do know that...that...I care for you right?
It's ok if you don't...
Cause sometimes I'm just, not in that kind of position to say anything to you anymore...
The person you once knew and can't live without, is gone...
Though, the memories of us, burns strongly in me...
I wish we could be friends again, but it seems you're reluctant in letting me in...
Which kills a small part of me...
Maybe the damage is too much to salvage any kind of hope...
Again, I'm sorry.
So then...
I'll be ending my post here today...
Good nightz and sweet dreamz to all!
Love ya loads...=]
*I am the walrus, kuku kachoo kuku kachoo!*
Zupz Zupz!
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