Regret? Nope.

Those nights we spent just blabbering nonsense to each other.
When we would have a serious discussion over current events.
Or when you would just pour your heart out to me and I would just listen attentively.
Oh, not forgetting the night I made you whisper LOUDLY. You're such a bad whisperer... =p
I do not regret those moments. I cherish them, alot.
And every night as I stare up to the skies just thinking of us being friends, it brings a smile to my face.
Sure, we had our fights, our arguments and our down times, but that's what friends do.
I read a quote once and it said, "Ships are safe in the dock, but that's not what a ship was built for"
Friendship is just like any ship(figuratively speaking, of course)
There will be those days where your opinion gently clash against theirs...
You'll either dismiss it off with a short chuckle and utter words like "Oh sure SURE you're right" sarcastically...
And there will be days where your views clash violently with theirs, like a ship steering through a raging storm, the more you try to tame the seas, the more it fights back.
And that story has two endings:
The ship survives the storm and gained an upgrade in stability or;
The ship sinks deeper than an inverted Mount Everest.

The thing is, nothing will ever prepare you for a raging storm. It's unpredictable.
The thought of two opposing feelings going head to head in a boxing match and both sides are throwing punches at each other with utter biasness.

I've been battered, beaten and bruised through lots of friendships before.
But this is the one and only friendship I treasured the most.
I tried so hard to hold on tightly that it felt more like suffocating rather than comforting.
I wished for too much and gave so little.
And even though I know she's never coming back, I'll always honour her memories positively cause that's what she would have wanted.

Thank you, Ms Guo Junzhu aka Junnieer.

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