Waiting for a friend to call, and say they're alive

I came back with the believe, that everyone I love is gonna leave me...

I got nothing left inside of my chest, but it's all alright...

I have nothing, but numbness...
The emptiness is calm, and welcoming...
I feel like I'm nestled within this melancholy of a shadow...
The light is so glaring, my eyes begin to hurt...

This inviting darkness, calling for me...
Many would associate darkness with negativity...
Why? When black signifies Bold and Confidence...
Often a misunderstood colour, it stood strong never to falter...

Darkness to me is peace, when you close your eyes...
To find that resolve, that inner voice...
The one that tells you, "You don't need them..."
And the deeper you go, you would expect depression to follow...

But no. Depression is only a subset, a process towards discovering peace...
There's no up with no downs, no air when the sound drowns...
There's just you, in the darkness all alone...
No matter how loud you scream, no one will hear you moan...

Yup, I'm quite messed up...
But I embrace it, I don't question it's judgments...
I let it flow, so I know those who are with me, are those that are true...
Cause when shit hits the fan, you will see who's willing to go through the same shit as you...

Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.
- I guess you made me believe I'm stupid.