Dear Bloggie.....

Heyyyyy.. Gez wat... I forgot to write sumting....
Hahakz.... Yeaz.. How could I.. I noe I noe....
Anywayz.... 5 more dayz to SYF!!! Hahakz...
So fast manz...... I tink by d rate d band is going....
We'll actually GET our gold medal... Hahakz....
Yeaz....

Our conductor gave us a speech.. I lurve her speeches manz....
Very inspiring, gives us confidence.... And d ways of life....
Wow manz.... Hahakz.. Yeaz... She said abt d medals....
Yeaz... Everyone would want that Gold medal....
Yupz... Hu doesn't rite? Unless a silver is oleady high la....
She said dat, the medal is not important wen u go into SCH.....
Itz never important... As musicians, we should reach out and play music....
Musicians are pple hu have strong, VERY strong emotions.....
That is how they can express music easily.....
All dose technicallity are juz d guides........
Itz not enough to play all d notes right.....
But itz very important to have character in playing.......
Once u worry abt all d technical stuff.....
Ur character dissapears.... And datz not wat d judges wants....

She added that yea, d choir got their gold medal.....
Good job to dem.... Dey worked hard for it.....
And u all shouldn't be worried if ur looked down upon....
Even if u get a silver medal.... Cuz u've worked hard.....
Itz a loss to d judges for not giving dat gold medal....
But in any case, Looking down on pple is not right....
Wat more looking down on URSELF......
If u look down on urself, u mite as well kill urself...
Coz itz not worth living with no confidence....
U all have did ur best... But juz accept wat is given to u....
No point crying over it....A silver is a silver lohz.....
A gold medal would juz means dat itz a bonus.....

On dat actual SYF day, which is in 5 dayz time.....
I'd lurve to stay and wait for d results......
I mean.... No matter wat d results may turn out.....
Maybe happy... Dissapointed... Satisfied..... Sad....
Hey, I nv noe... I hope I'll be prepared to hear d word "Silver"....
Or maybe be prepared to be shocked with d word "GOLD".....
I dunno, but I juz wanna be there wen it gets announced....
The adrenaline.... Brrrrr.. Hahakz, like getting O levels results seh....

But i noe, watever results dat we will receive, depends on d time...
Wat time? The time of practice....
And of cuz, the SHOW TIME... hahakz....
The nerve Breaking show time is d one dat determines all d hard work...
All d long long hours of practice put together, juz for 15 minutes.....
So yeaz, Datz wy my heart break if get silver.. But hey, DATZ LIFE...
Gotta live with it lohz... =D

Okaiyz... Now I've done with my entry for 2day... =D Yupz... Finally.... I noe i noe.... =P Ok la... Wa laoz....
Chill chill.... I'm still sick!!!! Hahakz.. Dis flu really cekik darah like siao manz.. Grrrrr.... So I better go get my rest... Should I cabut sch tml.... Maybe I will ar... Yeapz.... =D I'm turning bad, Live with it... Cya!

*Itz not important if ur d best, itz important how much u have improved.....*

Zupz Zupz!