Dear Bloggie...

Hey there everyone!!!! Tankz for coming here again... =D
I'm early 2day... Coz I ended at 12.30pm 2day....
I noe... Siang giler seh! Hahakz... Gerek ar...
Aper lagi, I went home and went online straight...
Hahakz, yea, kinda addicted, sheesh....
But i dunno ar... I juz got alot to write in here....

I am a hero......
Ok well, I tink datz too exegerating la...
I'm like, dis source of hope for others.....
And I noe.... If I died.....
Who would those pple I care abt, turn to?
I forced myself to tink.....
Tears ran down my cheek.....
There's sumone hu actually cares abt me too...
I guess, I really owe alot 2 her......
Cuz if it wasn't for her.....
I'd be juz a useless piece of corpse gonna be send 2 d graveyard....

Helping pple has always been my job.....
And I love doing it.......
It doesn't matter animore whether I get aniting for wat I do.....
Cuz I get happy wen I help pple.....
Solving their problems.....
I've always believed I had a gift....
The ability and gift to help others.....
Help others in a wide range of ways.....
But most of d time, I'm there for dem for support....
Wen pple are down, I'll be there....
Wen pple are sad, I'll cheer dem up....
Coz datz wat I do and wat I love doing.....

I can't be selfish.....
If I were to keep tinking I'm d onli person living in dis world...
I'd rather be d onli person dead in dis world....
There are more pple for me to meet....
New bounderies to face......
New problems to solve....
I realised... That d worse enemy dat u gotta face, is urself......
U gotta trust urself... before u can trust others....
Have confidence in urself.... Before u can make pple confident...
Respect urself... Before u respect others.....
And most importantly..... Love urself, before u love others....=D

Anywayz,, tankz to my beloved sis yesterday, I'm still alive....
Tankiew so so much sis... I really appriciate it... =D

And not to forget my buddy.... Jihan....
She's been the one hu has always given me a reason to continue helping others....
She wrote a poem for me yesterday......
And here it goes....


Frenz are the one…
Whom you can trust…
Frenz are the one…
Who shares your joys and sorrows…

Frenz are the ppl
Who can always stand by you…
Frenz are the pple…
Whom I feel, are very impt in your life…

Frenz are the one…
Who comforts you wen you are down…
They will be the one…
Who lends you a listening ear…

Words of advice
Are nothing to them…
Giving an advice…
Is as easy as ABC


Thanks for being tat special fren…
Having you around just makes me happy…
Thanks for the comfort and listening ears…
And most imptly… thanks for being TAUFIQ… my buddy…


I was really touched manz... Seriously....
No one ever wrote me a poem b4.....
She told me dat it wasn't a nice poem ar....
But to me itz nice, coz itz d thought dat count...
So dun worry kz buddy?
Oh yar, U're the 1st to write me a poem!!!!
Congratz! hahakz.... tankiew so so much!!! =D

Okaiyz...... Now....
For wat happend in school juz now...
And reasons on wy I thought of going to ITE.....

In the morning.... Had VL lesson ar....
And these alumnis talk abt going to Poly and stuff ar....
So I juz listen loh......
Den after dat......
I asked my frenz ar.... Where dey wanna go.....
Most said dey wanna go Poly.....
Sum said JC.....
I thought to myself....
My grades, aint dat great also.....
Yar... Den tears started to form in my eyes....
And sumone saw me.....
And it was d school counsellor.....
He talked 2 me ar.....
Asked me wy I was sad....
So I told him ar.....
I dunno where i wanna go....
He asked me how was i performing in class...
I told him ar, very bad.......
Den he said ar... Worse come to worse...
Juz pick ITE and slowly build up to Poly....
I was like, "Crazee ar!?"
Budden wen he explained to me.....
And I start to realise.....
Dat as long as I got sumwhere 2 go....
I'll be alrite...........

But I dunno ar.... Poly or ITE....
Dun talk abt JC ar... Hahakz, hancur manz....
I really wanna get into a poly....
Seriously.... My heart is in TP oleady....
Budden I'd have to work 10 times harder....
And concertrate 100 times more on my studies oleady....
My weak subjects are POA, MALAY and Chemistry...
I have no problems with the rest...
English I can handle, SS and Geog I got no probz....
If u talk abt maths, I'm close 2 mastering it oleady....
I dun understand wy POA is so difficult for me...
Wen it is soooo easy for everyone else.....
I guess I'm not good being an accountant after all huh....
I wanna be a musician, not an accountant....
Which poly can i go with a music course?
Wat, Yamaha Polytechnic? Sheesh.....

Hmmmmmmz... I tink I've written quite alot now....Tankz a million for reading my blog yar.... Sori to waste ur time... hehez... I'm glad I'm alive to tell d tale.... And U noe wat happend 2 d letter? It was so soaked with my tears dat all d ink ran off.... Adding to dat, I burned the paper..... Yupz.....Let the Jouney towards a New Beginning start off on d right note... =D

*Dun rush for sumting u can nv have, instead, treasure the tings dat U always have.......*

Zupz Zupz!