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Harlows!
Ok apologies for yesterday's blog entry...
Whole chunk of conversation rather than content...
Sorry!!!
Anyways...
The LCD TV came yesterday!
And it's HUGE...
Well actually it wasn't REALLY huge...
It was just bigger than the previous TV...
Feels quite good watching some stuff on the TV now...
Feels like some cinema, wooooo...
So whole of today and yesterday was spent doing last minute spring cleaning...
Mopped the floor and finished painting the whole house...
Oh, I couldn't sleep properly yesterday night and I dunno why...
Cool right?
NASband was hogging my head, damn.
Recently, I've been looking through some Crumpler bags online...
And that's all thanks to Christina for showing it to me...
Now I feel like buying some of them...rawrs...
Can't expect me to carry my bigass bag everywhere I go right?
And I haven't gotten a proper bag for my mouthpiece and camera...
Of which my mouthpiece dented like siao le....T.T
I wanna play my euphoooooo T.T T.T
So hopefully after hari raya, I get my allowance...
Can go buy! wooooo...
Fiqz with new bag, Cool SEH! =X
Speaking of hari raya...
Will be posting quite alot of malay on 30th sep night...
Mainly to apologise to alot of people...
So prepare for that..heh..
Two more days of fasting left...
Plus one which I missed cause I was super sick...
Really looking forward to October...
Hope I don't get sick suddenly or something...
I haven't been touching my FYP!
Somehow I'm worried, yet telling myself that I need a break from it all...
Driving me nuts and crannies...*huh?*
After raya then can start doing FYP SLOWLY...
Chioging just makes things worse...
I can't seem to watch videos online anymore...
Stupid Megavideo go and limit the number of minutes...
It's the only reliable source of entertainment, and they go limit...
Seriously, why can't they just think in our shoes for once...sheesh..
All this HOO HAHs about F1 is making me sick...
Maybe I'm just not interested in such things...
Or the hype is just too much for something that isn't that big of a deal...
It would be a really big deal if Singapore creates a permanent track...
Sorta like Malaysia and their Sepang circuit...
Plus having it at night with alot of lights shining on the cars...
Might as well just make it in the day...
Sorry F1 fans if I've provoked your inner sanctum, but seriously?
Hohoho, I've got nothing else to talk about...
Gosh that's some nasty ranting from me...
At least I didn't shoot anyone in particular, yay me!
And somehow the so called, "Good Girl", is starting to prove that she's goin bad...tsk...
There's just so much one can do till one just breaks...
Talked to Esther yesterday...
And we were like...
Discussing how...
You're just there, meaning, stationary...
And people fall into your life when they have problems...
You kindly help them solve their mess...
And once that's solved, they just disappear...
Somehow or someway, I'm feeling that way alot recently...
People I used to know, used to help...
All went POOF once they are ok...
I don't mind helping and stuff, heck it's in my name...
But to carry no sense of how I might feel, cause I'm human too...
Everything's just so screwed up...
Sometimes it's much easier to go against your ethics and take the easier route...
But the consequence of that would be feeling bad for yourself...
Is it even feasible to go against your beliefs just to help people?
I mean, sure it will feel good at the moment...
But once things die off...
And you're back to square one with no one backing you up...
It gets quite lonely...
And also, looking back at those things I've said to people...
It felt as though there can never ever be anything as true as what I said...
But the thing is, all those I said, I really meant every single word...
Even with the fullest sincerity and compassion...
I still get misunderstood...
Which got me thinking, why did I say the things I say?
Does it even matter if what you said were your true feelings?
Would it be better to keep it all inside?
Love hurts when you love someone who doesn't love you back, it hurts more when you don't have the courage to tell her you love her...
Looks to me like a losing game...
But hey, that's a risk one has to take...
Make or break...
There's no such thing as break...
Cause it's either you make, or you move on to someone else...
*And after constantly being rejected* I think moving on don't seem so bad...
Sure enough, there ARE people who are better...
It's all about Understanding, Caring and Helpfulness...
Getting to know people better instead of judging them...
Give them more time and they will surprise you...
The faster you give up on them, the more you're gonna miss out...
Patience really does get you to see things in a different perspective...
Gosh, what in the world am I blabbering about...
Sheesh...
Anyways readers, sorry for the lack of pictures...
Or maybe, none...
But at least it's filled with much more clarity and meaning compared to just posting pictures...
And this helps me think through who I am and what I've been doing all this while...
Again, sorry for the lack of pictures...=]
Maybe after I get my crumpler bag(s) and I'll be bringing my camera alot more...
So then...
Take carez everyone...
Thanks for coming my blog regularly...
I shall try to keep you guys entertained with words, heh...
So Good nightz and Sweet dreamz everyone! =]
*Dunia Batinku...*
*2 more days*
Zupz Zupz!
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