There you go, running away again...
Hellos people!
Ok, was taking a break from blogging during the past two days...
I was actually occupying myself with a game called Earth 2140...
Finally I found it and able to play it...
Brings back many memories especially sweet ones...
A great source of entertainment too...
But I shall not talk about the game...
And I've seen my daily number of visitors has dropped...
Not that it means anything, my blog is downright boring...
I've been busying my hands with my FYP...
Gosh wire wrapping is such a pain...
And after much wrapping, I'm finally done with one board...
Of which I'll be going to school tomorrow to collect the second board which Daffodil has soldered...
I took almost a week to solder the first board...
But I'm much more experienced now to do it a little faster...
So go Fiqz!
In other news...
I HAVEN'T PLAYED A EUPHO FOR TWO WEEKS...=[
Damn I'm deprived...
My sweet toneeeeeee~.
Ah well...
Gotta hope it's still there in october...
Should I play for MD or shouldn't I?
Time isn't really much on my side with FYP...
Unless I drop NASband...
Of which I've done considering and I think it's best that I do...
I'm not even welcomed...
So yar...
I shall keep telling myself, "They're gonna be ok"...
So yup, NASband is gonna be ok...=]
I thought staying longer then any other senior would earn me respect...
But I thought wrong...
And I would like to apologise for giving advices/ideas/anything-related to the current Commitee members...
I am in no position to tell you people what to do...
Be it success or failure, I dowan to be related to what you guys are doing...
I guess this old senior needs to stop causing more harm to the band...
So I hope all the best to everyone in NASband...
I know the current situation sucks and all, but just hang in there till you graduate ya...
I'll still drop by, maybe to play the Eupho...
Yup. =]
Speculations..Rumours..Gossips...
My name's tainted by the word of a mouth...
See.. I don't need the use of bombastic words...
My feelings are as obvious as light on a sunny day...
My word is like a glass, once shaken, it resounds in a frequency which is deafening to the ears...
Enough is when I've had enough of your indefinite rage...
Go placate your ego at a place where it can fit your swelling head...
Or face me if you have the guts to talk behind my back...
He who tarnish the name of the innocent shall fall...
But who am I?
Just a person with no right nor judgement...
Why pass down this untruthful justice to me?
What have I done to deserve such punishments?
Does my undoing cause much pain...
I might just run, endlessly...
Away from the polluted world...
Is helping people a sin?
For it seems I've been punished for then rewarded for my actions...
Matters of the heart isn't one that's easy to deal with...
For I've given up any chances/hope of loving once again...
It's filled with shit...
So I'm not gonna care as much as I did...
I'll just slowly let go...
Some might have felt the difference...
Others might feel it later on..
And those who are there for me...
You're not even really there...
And I don't deserve such amazing friends...
I'm not pushing people away, I'm just confused...
So leave me alone...
Where I can find my solitude...
For your info, I'm not emoing...
I just wanna be by myself...
Let the rain drench me with tears of those I've helped...
For no one is there to even pull be back up when I cry...
All this is just random rants of myself...
I'm sick...
Emotionally...
If I look happy, it's probably a facade...
I can't even express what my true feelings are anymore..
Shitfuck.
gosh, SOMEONE FIX ME PLEASE......
Ok, I'm done crapping for today...
Bye!
*I've had enough and I'm done trying, it's over*
*22 more days*
Zupz Zupz!
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