Missing In Action.
Sorry for being away from awhile...
My time is completely taken up by babysitting and FYP...
Very occupied with mostly FYP...
Programming sucks, seriously...
And I've hit a brick wall, aka I'm stuck...
There's this problem which stops me from completing it...
Urgh...
Happy to say most of it is kinda done...
And luckily no more hardware things to do... YAY! =X
But it's a whole load of programming from now onwards...
So what I did yesterday was mostly what I did today...
Trying to figure out this damn programming...
I seriously have nothing to blog about, gosh...
Lets see...
My sources tell me the Genting trip for NASband has been cancelled...
Therefore the timing for our concert is more flexible...
Hopefully we can get the new school hall...
Talked to Ms Ong, asked her about having alumni band performing our own item...
Either that or play alongside the main band...
But some alumnis have a problem with playing alongside the main band...
And most of the alumni would rather just watch then perform...
I won't say I'm under which catagory...
My only concern for the band now isn't the concert, nor the chalet...
It's SYF next year...
Don't invite me for your chalet or camp or whatever...
Truth be told, I doubt you have enough time for all that in the current condition you're in...
I help out in NASband, cause at least I have a sense of pride and belonging for the band...
It's unfair to give up on that just cause of some stuck up people or people who care only for themselves..
Usually it's not those who can't play well who gives the most problems, it's those who thinks that they are already so good...
These "Star Players" obviously has no sense of teamwork...
I might be disappointed at some point of time when people don't like me, especially people in the band that I love...
But face it, I'm much more experienced in band and that makes me an asset...
So love or hate me, I'm here to stay...
Cause if I gave up this easily, it just shows that I don't want it bad enough...
And one person used to say "The brick wall is there for a reason.......it reminds us how badly we want something"...
And by that something, I want the band to improve...
Woo, ok enough about band...
Gosh, five more days of fasting...
Has it really been that long?
25 days of fasting...
Somehow it feels like a huge accomplishment...
Even though I've been fasting since I was quite young...
My body is kinda like changing somehow...
*Regurgitating Hormones, muahahaha*
So 25 days, ok minus one day cause I was sick...
It's a longggggg time...
And in 5 days it's gonna end, for this year...
And even though I've sort of like, exploded during this month...
I've learned from that and become a better person...
Just that, for some of my past relations with people...
I just can't bring myself forward, still afraid I won't be accepted...
Afraid my impression has been tainted...
Like I said before, I meant no harm, and if I did, I'm sorry for my past actions...
Gosh, not even hari raya yet and I'm apologising...
Premature apologising...
I had a pretty bad time sleeping yesterday night...
I actually had a nightmare on programming...
I know it's too amazing to even believe...
But it was seriously scary...
It was like, everytime I program something wrongly, I'll be sucked into some hole...
And it repeats over and over again...
Daffodil better appreciate what I'm doing manz...
I'm still wondering if it would've been better if she did the programming...
But anyway, I offered to do the job, so I'll just do it...
It's a collective effort anyway, well, sort of...
So next week is already October...
Really looking forward to it...
I'm gonna go to bed right now...
Cause my brain has temporarily stopped functioning...
So take carez everyone...
Good nightz and Sweet dreamz!
*You'll find someone better than me someday, and when you do, nothing else seems to matter anymore*
*5 more days*
Zupz Zupz!
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