Dear Bloggie...

*Stabs self*
I hate *****f!

Anyways...
Long long day today...
Pretty dry too...
Morning 8am practical...
Totally lost, and alot of hardware problems...
Then 10am, did practical by myself as I was abandoned...
At 11.30am went to Pizza Hut for my PTN lunch...
And went to class at 1pm...
Somehow I'm more determined this term...
Digicom isn't that bad, just that the lectures are damn boring...

At 3pm there was an hour of break as the next lesson starts at 4pm...
Walked around to FC5 there with Jason...
Then went to FC3...
And at 4pm, lesson starts...
NETP was not as bad as Digicom...
I still can keep my eyes open even though my mind drifted away...

Then at 5pm...
Went to band room...
Polished my eupho till around 6pm...
Then bought instant noodles from Bang Deli...
Then at 6.15pm did self warm up...
Combine warm up at 6.32pm...

Laoban came at 7pm...
And we started off with mozart's MARRIAGE OF FIGARO!
And at a tempo that no man ever did before...
Ok exeggerated. hah.
Freaking running notes la...
Not chromatic, not scale...
How to run???
Then Laoban was like, "Eupho section only play"...
I was like "shit!"...
And he actually expected something nice...
Then we gave him crap...
But he was damn high tonight, so that didn't matter...

After the break, did Folk Song Suite...
My ulcers are killing me again...
So all those high notes can forget it for now...
Just hope on concert day I don't have ulcers like last year...
Anywayz...
Back to the song...
He only touched on afew points...
And time flew, and it's 9.30pm...
And the band prac schedule is out...
Gonna be busy! YES! =X

July is unfolding as expected, despite afew setbacks...
Just as I hoped...

Anyways...
If you all would recall in my old blogskin...
In my Ups and Downs collumn...
In the Downs collumn...
I said I suck at relationships...
I guess it's safe to say that part still remains true up till now...
Yes I suck at relationships, I suck so bad that instead of helping people, I'm destroying them...
To those I've hurt in the past and present...
Please forgive me for my "suayness" in relationships...
I guess if I just stayed single all my life, I won't cause so much disturbance...
And unhappiness, for myself and others...
And like I said before, I'm a hopeless romantic...
Now you see why...
So I guess...
Strike 3...
No more for me...

Sorry, I don't fight fire with fire...
The one who stops an argument is the winner to any argument...
So yea, thanks though, for making me a winner...

During PTN lunch...
Mr Chee asked some of us to help out for EEE Open House..
On 26th of July...
Be it the day before concert...
I guess there's nothing wrong helping out...
Haiz...
I wish I can please everyone...
But I guess my best isn't appreciated anymore...
So I shall stop trying so hard...

Ok that's all for tonight...
Take carez people...
And remember, 27th July...
Bybyez...

*I guess life just isn't worth living anymore...*

Zupz Zupz!